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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
This is it then I'm done. I have to thank every single person here who has been kind/supportive and taken time to befriend me in my short time here.

Wishing you all the best and lots of love. I sincerely want you all to be happy. Thank you. Xx
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Lots of love and hugs to you. Farewell ❤
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
too sad u re already leaving. i hope ur suffering ends!
 
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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
Thank you.....I'm so stuck. I've decided to go with bleach. I know how much it will hurt but I have got to go. I just keep sitting here smelling the bottle and hoping something will change. Nothing will unless I go for it
 
ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
Thank you.....I'm so stuck. I've decided to go with bleach. I know how much it will hurt but I have got to go. I just keep sitting here smelling the bottle and hoping something will change. Nothing will unless I go for it
What? Bleach? Don't do that, bro.
 
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Cookiedough8956

Wowzers
Feb 24, 2019
636
Bleach??? Are you sure you don't wanna double think this...

In any case, I'm glad I've spoken to you, and I wish you all the best.
 
silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
It definitely works. I know it does from things I have read. It is better than this.
 
ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
It definitely works. I know it does from things I have read. It is better than this.
I don't know what to say. Goodbye, I guess. Hope you'll reconsider. This isn't even the quickest or cheapst way to go. But, good luck.
 
silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
Drinking bleach doesn't cost too much, plus the cost wouldn't matter anyway. Really, im at peace with it now. I'm just here, im ready and im just reflecting and thinking. I don't think I can post anymore now because feel messed up. I should log off and accept it all. Thank you my friend, I wish you luck too. xx
 
silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
I'm so sorry, I'm so embarrassed.
 
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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
I couldn't do it that way. I tried another way that would be more peaceful but I messed that up.
I just felt so sure that it was my time and I really felt like I was going. I'm embarrassed to have made a fuss but I was certain that I could do it. I really want to go but I'm glad I didn't do it that way.
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
dont be sorry we all know it's not easy
 
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ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
331
I couldn't do it that way. I tried another way that would be more peaceful but I messed that up.
I just felt so sure that it was my time and I really felt like I was going. I'm embarrassed to have made a fuss but I was certain that I could do it. I really want to go but I'm glad I didn't do it that way.
I'm glad you didn't do that too. Don't be embarrassed. Most people don't succeed on their first attempt.
 
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SadGirl

SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
380
This is it then I'm done. I have to thank every single person here who has been kind/supportive and taken time to befriend me in my short time here.

Wishing you all the best and lots of love. I sincerely want you all to be happy. Thank you. Xx
Hope you find your peace, and be happy wherever you are my friend, hugs <3
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
Don't feel embarrassed this is the biggest decision of your life. if it's not your time it isn't. I don't know what read, & I'm going on pre Google memory but I don't think anyone could tolerate the pain it would take for bleach alone to work. Hoping for peace for you
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
Love you, thank you.
im glad u re still here tho ... selfish of me but i relate a lot to ur posts and i was really sad u were going yesterday even tho i know u would have stopped ur suffering ...
 
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silentsinger

silentsinger

Experienced
Mar 1, 2019
261
Hope you find your peace, and be happy wherever you are my friend, hugs <3
Hugs to you too, I really need them.
Don't feel embarrassed this is the biggest decision of your life. if it's not your time it isn't. I don't know what read, & I'm going on pre Google memory but I don't think anyone could tolerate the pain it would take for bleach alone to work. Hoping for peace for you
I know, I shouldn't ever have considered it that way. I was just desperate. I need to take my time but I'm struggling like mad. Thank you for your kindness my friend.
im glad u re still here tho ... selfish of me but i relate a lot to ur posts and i was really sad u were going yesterday even tho i know u would have stopped ur suffering ...
Of course it's not selfish, I'm really touched and I'm so glad you feel that way. Talk to me anytime. It's always sad when someone decides to ctb, even if it does end their suffering. Lots of love.
 
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