It looks like drowning is my best option. I would prefer N of course, but this is the best I got. I chose drowning as my best method, because it's foolproof and it will only take a little while before I'm out. I also this chose this method, because I almost drowned as a kid and I remember panicking at first, but then kind of blacking out and a feeling of peace came over me as I was on my way out before being rescued. I think this is my best bet also, because I also can't swim, so even when the SI kick in, I will drown regardless. I also thought of using sleeping pills before I go into the water and also leave behind a form of identification with on the beach, so that my family can know I have drowned and can have peace with my death.
I want to make it look like an accident. So how does this plan sound? I'm welcome to all of your ideas. Thank you.
I want to make it look like an accident. So how does this plan sound? I'm welcome to all of your ideas. Thank you.
