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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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If not I'm just not gonna eat like how the last time I became 100kg
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,013
Hun it works on everyone
 
Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
178
SN is an indiscriminate killer.
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
518
Yes I heard it even works faster
 
Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
178
Ok good to know but is there confirmed cases or posts on this site on fat people ctb using sn

Ok good to know but is there confirmed cases or posts on this site on fat people ctb using sn
Not many people state their weight on this site (for obvious reasons, frankly), but from what I know about SN, it should be even easier for a fatter person to die, actually.

How SN works is that it blocks oxygen flow to the body, and more... *ahem* rotund people need more oxygen to live, so SN should be more fatal when taken.
Where did you hear this?
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,013
Ok good to know but is there confirmed cases or posts on this site on fat people ctb using sn

Ok good to know but is there confirmed cases or posts on this site on fat people ctb using sn
No one specifically says what they weigh when they attempt with sn . It's recommended to take 25g for anyone who is 200lbs and under ... if you happen to weigh more you might have to do the math to figure that out .
 
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Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
178
No one specifically says what they weigh when they attempt with sn . It's recommended to take 25g for anyone who is 200lbs and under ... if you happen to weigh more you might have to do the math to figure that out .
He weighs about 215 pounds
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒恄薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,013
He weighs about 215 pounds
Then 25g or 30g would be enough.

And being 215lbs isn't that overweight .... or obese for that matter
 
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Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
178
Yeah, assuming this is a Middle aged American man, that's pretty normal, actually
 
amor.dor

amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
SN will still work, it will just take longer and be more painful... I still remember the feeling of shortness of breath and numbness, even though I'm thin.
 
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Realog11

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Dec 4, 2025
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SN will still work, it will just take longer and be more painful... I still remember the feeling of shortness of breath and numbness, even though I'm thin.
How much grams of sn did you take and why didn't it work for you
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
How much grams of sn did you take and why didn't it work for you
One tablespoon in a 300ml glass was very salty, but it took 20 minutes for me to feel numb. I vomited it all up, very scared, but I still felt bad. I know I'm not typical, but this is what happened to me: my fingers turned pale and the tips turned purple, and I had difficulty thinking and breathing. I had drunk a lot of alcohol and had eaten lunch, so I'm not a good benchmark; maybe I'm only alive because of that.I have a SN ready, but I haven't decided "not to be" yet.
 

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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
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One tablespoon in a 300ml glass was very salty, but it took 20 minutes for me to feel numb. I vomited it all up, very scared, but I still felt bad. I know I'm not typical, but this is what happened to me: my fingers turned pale and the tips turned purple, and I had difficulty thinking and breathing. I had drunk a lot of alcohol and had eaten lunch, so I'm not a good benchmark; maybe I'm only alive because of that.
What's your method now if you still want to die
 
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Ajaq

Member
Dec 17, 2025
11
Might need a bit more, like 35G rather then 25G
 
amor.dor

amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
I swore I had sent the message, sorry. A 12-hour fast and SN, 3 doses of half a tablespoon each, to be taken every 10 minutes. I believe this reduces the chances of nausea.
I saw a girl in my country doing it this way and it seemed to work well.
 
Goyasan

Goyasan

Ah'm tryin' my best!
Nov 24, 2019
53
I swore I had sent the message, sorry. A 12-hour fast and SN, 3 doses of half a tablespoon each, to be taken every 10 minutes. I believe this reduces the chances of nausea.
I saw a girl in my country doing it this way and it seemed to work well.
I don't mean to dog on your plan, but unless you're taking antiemetics wouldn't spacing out your dosage of SN over the course of thirty minutes increase your chances of puking since you might get sick and nauseous in-between dosages to the point of vomiting before the SN properly kicks in and knocks you out? I say this as someone who "test-ran" SN and raw dogged without pre-medications, even a small amount can get you super sick.
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
I don't mean to dog on your plan, but unless you're taking antiemetics wouldn't spacing out your dosage of SN over the course of thirty minutes increase your chances of puking since you might get sick and nauseous to the point of vomiting before the SN properly kicks in and knocks you out?
Thanks for the feedback. I was thinking about using smaller doses to trick my body. If I take just one dose, my body rejects it quickly, but with smaller doses, the rejection is much less. However, I think it's more of a psychological thing.
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
I swore I had sent the message, sorry. A 12-hour fast and SN, 3 doses of half a tablespoon each, to be taken every 10 minutes. I believe this reduces the chances of nausea.
I saw a girl in my country doing it this way and it seemed to work well.
Any update on the girl did she ctb successfully
 
amor.dor

amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
Any update on the girl did she ctb successfully
Yes, she did CTB with someone guiding her via cell phone. If I remember correctly, she even used a test tube to measure the dosage precisely. I'm not sure if her post is still up on this forum, but there was a video of it...
was a Brazilian girl
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,218
One tablespoon in a 300ml glass was very salty, but it took 20 minutes for me to feel numb. I vomited it all up, very scared, but I still felt bad. I know I'm not typical, but this is what happened to me: my fingers turned pale and the tips turned purple, and I had difficulty thinking and breathing. I had drunk a lot of alcohol and had eaten lunch, so I'm not a good benchmark; maybe I'm only alive because of that.I have a SN ready, but I haven't decided "not to be" yet.
Was the purity 95% plus ? From Reliable company?
 
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Realog11

Arcanist
Dec 4, 2025
404
Yes, she did CTB with someone guiding her via cell phone. If I remember correctly, she even used a test tube to measure the dosage precisely. I'm not sure if her post is still up on this forum, but there was a video of it...
was a Brazilian girl
Do you remember her username
 
amor.dor

amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
Was the purity 95% plus ? From Reliable company?
Most of us Brazilians almost always buy from the same company.. Almost every Portuguese-language thread mentions that same company, and it's really reliable—just look for topics tagged with "Brasil.
Do you remember her username
No, because the video I saw of her was posted here by her friend
 
Alpacachino

Alpacachino

How my day starts ↑
Nov 26, 2025
356
Do you remember her username

Most of us Brazilians almost always buy from the same company.. Almost every Portuguese-language thread mentions that same company, and it's really reliable—just look for topics tagged with "Brasil.

No, because the video I saw of her was posted here by her friend
I think you guys are looking for strawberry Panic.
 
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amor.dor

Redenção
Dec 24, 2025
317
I think you guys are looking for strawberry Panic.
That's exactly the name, I have no doubt. Thank u
Poor girl. When I remember her case, it makes me think that many of us who want to die could be the neighbor in the apartment next door.
How close we are to each other, suffering without even realizing it.
 
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