Discussion Does getting better matter to you, anymore?

[cat_enjoyer22]

I'm not sure... feels like it won't ever happen.

 

[death_bed221]

Nope. I hope It gets worse and worse until I have no other choice than to drink sn. COME ON UNIVERSE DO YOUR WORST

 

[Santana Idaho]

Nope. I hope It gets worse and worse until I have no other choice than to drink sn. COME ON UNIVERSE DO YOUR WORST

I recently learned that I emotionally self-harm. I googled something like why do i set up my crushes or something similar in intent. I noticed that one of my behaviors when I like someone is to try to set them up with other people. I'm strangely just now wondering why. There were some results that pointed to the idea of "emotional self-harm." And I was like, "...well, damn."

When I was a kid, I tried to be anorexic. BED. I physically self-harmed because I saw it in movies. Emotional self-harm.

 

[Nightfoot]

I would like to get better, don't know if I will though.

 

[Eliska]

Yes, I so much want to get better.

 

[Mytimeisending]

I'd love to get better, but I know I wont, all the life I've lived so far has shown im only going to keep declining.

 

[usernamesarehard]

No, not really. Other people in my life do. So I'll try to cope for them, at least for a certain amount of time. But I'm pretty depressed about not being able to get a partner. I think even if I found someone willing to date me, I'd be depressed about something else. I'm a fundamentally unhappy person and I don't think anything is going to change that.