Does being suicidal make you more feel nostalgia more intensely?

[Siamese Believe]

I keep having clear dreams that look like the early 2000s - 2010s. It's absolutely crushing.

My life would suck in any era because I still have to be me, but man. If I got to be tall, attractive, intelligent, neurotypical, and was born in the 90s. That sounds absolutely wonderful.

 

[happy2die]

yes definitely. I also grieved the life I lived to an extent

 

[unluckysadness]

Absolutely. I thought about it this night when I listened to 80's music. I miss this time so much and when I think about how my life could have been if I was a normal person, it makes me more suicidal.

 

[amor.dor]

It's as if the soul were recapping an entire life in one final act. I also notice(at least in my own case) that while looking back on the past, I've been closing unresolved chapters with other people, seeing them one last time.

 

[DeadbeatDaughter]

Absolutely, especially when nostalgia makes everything seem a lot better than it really was.