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KenDuh

KenDuh

Student
Nov 1, 2025
109
Hello I'm Ken 21 M. I'm too scared to kill myself, but I wish to be dead every day, I just can't find the meaning in all this and everything seems exhausting. Some friends didn't like me talking about how bad I felt, so we stopped talking. I feel lonely, I would like to make friends, haven't had a best friend in all my lifetime, I just wanna chat.
 
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soul2realm

Member
Oct 12, 2025
218
Hello I'm Ken 21 M. I'm too scared to kill myself, but I wish to be dead every day, I just can't find the meaning in all this and everything seems exhausting. Some friends didn't like me talking about how bad I felt, so we stopped talking. I feel lonely, I would like to make friends, haven't had a best friend in all my lifetime, I just wanna chat.

Hey Ken, nice to meet you. I am sorry to hear about your predicament. Its something so many of us are going through as well. But you can def talk about it here, we are all in the same boat.
 
mimimisaki

mimimisaki

Member
Dec 16, 2025
41
Hello I'm Ken 21 M. I'm too scared to kill myself, but I wish to be dead every day, I just can't find the meaning in all this and everything seems exhausting. Some friends didn't like me talking about how bad I felt, so we stopped talking. I feel lonely, I would like to make friends, haven't had a best friend in all my lifetime, I just wanna chat.
Hi, sorry but Im kinda new here. I did see u started a private chat but I have no clue how to open it. Anyone pls help?
 
cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
132
Hi, sorry but Im kinda new here. I did see u started a private chat but I have no clue how to open it. Anyone pls help?
i think you need more posts and time to be able to pm but i think he can start a conversation with you (not the same as pm)
 
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KenDuh

KenDuh

Student
Nov 1, 2025
109
Hi, sorry but Im kinda new here. I did see u started a private chat but I have no clue how to open it. Anyone pls help?
Oh, there's a wait for new accounts, your account needs to be like 2 weeks old (or something like that), and you need to have a certain number of posts/messages. It is not clear how many. It is to stop spam accounts
 
mimimisaki

mimimisaki

Member
Dec 16, 2025
41
Oh no (╥﹏╥). Thanks for explaining though!
 
cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
972
I'm terrified of chats. And I'm an old guy so I would feel like a creep among people so much younger than me. But good luck out there!
 
Gangrel

Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
699
I'm terrified of chats. And I'm an old guy so I would feel like a creep among people so much younger than me. But good luck out there!
Well not a bad thing to be old, i quite like talking to older people, wanna chat?
Also i wanna add that there's a make a friend megathread on offtopic
 
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nendn

I will only react to constructive suggestions
Nov 23, 2025
33
No thanks just get me the N
 
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Archness

Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
577
I'm open to a little random chatting. I'm very isolated and lonely and rarely genuinely communicate with others even online.
Do note that I'm not always active & lurking on SaSu so prolonged chatting is gonna be a bit difficult unless we move to another chat platform.
 
Jan1193

Jan1193

I want no limitations for my soul
Sep 18, 2023
84
I'm afraid too about CBT, and so isolated. Specially with people who can talk about it without judgment. If you're still there, I would like to talk a bit at least. You're not the only one buddy 🫂
 

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