Discussion Does anyone else who is suicidal get really angry?

[eggsausagerice]

I do want to drag other people down. I know it makes me a bad person but I just can't help it.

I want them to be in just as bad a position because I resent them

also real.


if i had the opportunity to, i would want to drag people down with me to feel as bad as i feel. it feels like even depressed people or people who used to be depressed seem to be better off than me. i feel like i act like i'm dumber as a coping mechanism because i think that i'm always more stupid than the person hanging out with me. i don't know why or how everyone is so successful and has more motivation to live than me. i'm most jealous of people who can function well socially while i feel like i mess everything up. no one tells you how to act. they just tell you that you eventually get better at it. maybe some people are destined to be at the bottom so the ones at the top feel better.

 

[always_sad]

Yes I am very angry too literally all the time