Does anyone else feel like 2026 is going to be the last one?

[Mint Floss]

For either me or the world at large, I just can't shake the feeling.

 

[qewpie]

i hope it will be for me

 

[fruitninjamaster]

It will be for me

 

[boyafraid]

I attempted once this year and the other time I backed out lol. I'm really hoping is my last one too. Although I said the same thing last year and I'm still here lol.

 

[Happy Cat]

I should have gone years ago and I'm still here lol. I got a plan and money now though so that's probably going to change

 

[BillyBob]

2026 will hopefully be my last year. Things in the world and life are degrading at a rapid pace that it is becoming exhausting to just do the smallest of tasks in daily life.

 

[Realog11]

2026 is my last year I plan to do it early January but I'm gonna miss out on my favourite show euphoria which comes out in April, I hope i can reincarnate again to watch it

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish, to never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence ever again is all I hope for, all I want is to be permanently at peace and safe from all dreadful, futile suffering in this existence I just always saw as a mistake with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, every second is torturous to be conscious.

For me non-existence is just all that's positive in this existence so evil and cruel that just tortures existing beings, to suffer in this existence truly is such a terrible, dreadful burden, for me only non-existence is positive, all I see as beautiful is never suffering again which is why I suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific world where painless death is made illegal with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all that anti-suicide does is cause so much more torture, harm and suffering.

 

[Luke27]

I admire your optimism but why

 

[xXSufferingXx]

i think 2026 might be the last year, yes

 

[ungodly]

like 80% sure yeah

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Yes.

 

[gunmetalblue]

Hopefully it will.

 

[Carryline]

I hope so i even want to end it before 2026 but my SN comes later and hanging did not work for me.... But I csn still jump from hight but i am affraid..

 

[paperwork]

I want to stay alive but at the same time I yearn for the void. I wonder if it'll be impulse or planned.

 

[rlllyydepressed]

I hope it will

 

[xXSufferingXx]

I hope so i even want to end it before 2026 but my SN comes later and hanging did not work for me.... But I csn still jump from hight but i am affraid..

can i ask how the hanging failed?

 

[BlueLock]

Yes! I really hope it is, I've been mulling over a method I think will work for a while now.

 

[Chairbed3]

Yes, with certainty. I'll turn 30 in 2027 and I don't want to be 30 and a failure. I won't be 30 and alive.

 

[wormbrained]

yeah, each year everything just gets harder and harder

 

[ladyofsorrows]

yep. don't wanna jinx it tho lol. knock on wood. i don't see myself making it to 2027.

 

[Carryline]

can i ask how the hanging failed?

Yes. It did not work. I had marks on my neck. Also one time my hanging point broked.

 

[MyLastTour]

I certainly getting the sense of impending doom for the world, freedoms becoming fewer, economic collapse, environmental collapse, death of literature, etc, etc... at some point this will all collapse and probably give way to something crueler. I find it hard not foreseeing a miserable future personally or globally. My money's on corpo-feudalism for when the system collapses.

On a personal level otherwise, I don't know. I've been living with the question of whether I'll still be alive 6 months from now for so fucking long I've gotten used to not questioning my ambivalence to stay here. I want to die, but I have tethers for now.