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MathConspiracy

MathConspiracy

Trapped in a (prison) cell of organic molecules
Mar 25, 2025
245
Hi, my time is running out. I've attempted partial many times, using different kinds of ropes (different fabric belts used for tightening dresses, won't work, hurts too much). I really, really want to die.

Would it be possible to do full suspension using a children's jump rope I found in my parents' house? It's long and thick enough but I'm scared that it might be too flexible. I weigh about 60kg and my anchor point is a pull-up bar.

I'm scared of buying a proper rope because my intent will be obvious to the store staff. I really don't want to place an order on Amazon as it's expensive to deliver to my country. Thank you for your help, hope I can exit soon.
 
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MathConspiracy

MathConspiracy

Trapped in a (prison) cell of organic molecules
Mar 25, 2025
245
I'm attempting soon. I can't think of anything, my head is empty. I don't feel like writing a goodbye thread because I'll probably fail again, so see you soon. Fucking SI and equipment failure.

I'll be alone for a few hours so it's worth trying.
Okay, fucking 17 minutes ago I went to the pull-up bar and made my knot. Everything went as planned until the rope started to tighten AROUND MY MOUTH.

I think I'll dedicate this thread for my failed attempts. I might even try again today.
The rope was good, though. I will definitely try again sometime. I wish I was shorter…
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Don't be too hard to yourself. It's difficult 🫂

I'm sorry you have to go through this.
 
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