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  • Yes

    Votes: 35 43.8%
  • No

    Votes: 29 36.3%
  • Only suicide gore

    Votes: 10 12.5%
  • Only suicide gore, for research

    Votes: 13 16.3%

  • Total voters
    80
0007000

0007000

Member
Nov 30, 2024
9
I got got question tho- how you yall watch gore and not be disturbed by it? The also there the why? I mean im asking cuz I cant stomach it..

The first time I ever saw a gore video was when I was a freshman in high school, so around 14-15 years old. A friend of mine sat me down on my computer one day and said "Watch this". He gave me no warning whatsoever as to what I was about to witness. It was 3 guys, 1 hammer. That day is burned into my brain forever, almost like a traumatizing event. Ever since then I've had a morbid curiosity or fascination with it. But also it's like a last resort to pass the time. I guess that's where 20 years of internet addiction has taken me.

A lot of it is actually disturbing to me, and I often feel bad for the people, but it's still interesting to see.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Global Mod · Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,891
No I don't cus I can't handle it. I however can watch non gory and bloody suicide videos absolutely fine which I have done to know better how it looks for info and if I were to do it myself. I can like seeing fictional gore in some art styles tho.
 
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henryM4

henryM4

Cigs and a plane ticket can turn any day around.
May 13, 2025
50
You could say that I watch gore content a little bit—though not the super-explicit stuff that shows people being chopped up piece by piece like cartel videos. What I tend to look at, at most, are bodycam recordings from law enforcement officers (like from LEOs), and then helmet-cam footage—say, the GoPros strapped to the heads of armed units—in documentaries about murder cases or warfare. I'm particularly drawn to material that has some connection to national or international law, or that involves firearms in some way

When it comes to the most notorious gore-related suicides worldwide, for me it's Ronnie McNutt at the top, and then that other guy who used a Saiga shotgun—his video's title was something like "1444" or "4444," though I can't quite recall exactly. The basic idea is it was a long-haired Russian dude who, as far as I remember, was maybe a college student or at least an ex-student. Honestly, I watch that kind of stuff purely for research purposes—especially the American police bodycam clips, as well as various Russia-Ukraine war recordings or older GWOT (Global War on Terror) footage. There's action, there's context, there's background information, and it's not just mindless killing like the cartel-style videos from South America. And one more thing on the subject of gore: why are there so many memes out there made from ISIS execution videos? And the craziest part is they're treated like jokes—people find them hilarious lol—though, of course, that last bit is said with all due respect​
 
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alwaysalone

Experienced
May 14, 2025
222
I can watch human gore real or movie. Doesn't bother me I love horror movies except for revenge porn movies and similar I find those a bit ridiculous. However I can't watch a movie when an animal especially a dog dies violently. I have to ff past it. Marley and me nearly did kill me and I had read the book. A dogs purpose series and a dogs way home were hard for me and they weren't violent. Great movies but so emotional.
 
Apathy79

Apathy79

Elementalist
Oct 13, 2019
842
I got got question tho- how you yall watch gore and not be disturbed by it? The also there the why? I mean im asking cuz I cant stomach it..
Like anything I guess - once you see it enough times you get desensitised to it. The why for me is I guess curiosity with extremes. I watched someone get eaten by a tiger the other day. That was new for me. You don't see that anywhere else. So there's that novelty. Also an unfiltered look at the dark side of the world. And making me feel better for not being in a situation as bad as them.
 
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joaosembraco12

Member
May 4, 2024
16
In the worst phase of my depression I watched it, it worked to stimulate my brain. I watched everything man.. the worst ones were always the Mexican cartels (hors-concours, no doubt about it), but the Brazilian gangs weren't far behind. I find it curious what the state's disdain, inequality, poverty and underdeveloped mentality are capable of doing to a man, Mexico is a special case, the bastards sustain the world's biggest fucking power's narcotics market, that's only with a lot of "chest" on the part of the traffickers and criminals . Anyway, nowadays I don't watch it, but I don't avoid it, if it's a famous case or something, I'll watch it. I also like to watch gore and videos in general of criminals getting screwed.
 
dead dav

dead dav

Student
Feb 27, 2025
176
Yes because in my mind I imagine that I'm the one being killed
 
AnEpilogue

AnEpilogue

気持ち悪い
May 24, 2025
25
Yes, I enjoy it, especially suicides and shootings. I'm dead serious when I say that when I'm deeply depressed, watching gore is like the only thing besides my dogs that can make me feel better. Yes, I know I'm fucked up lol, no need to tell me. But I've been like this for a long time, gore just never bothered me the same way it does for others. I watch something people label as being really awful, I watch it, and am wonder why people are so affected by it.
 
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possessed

Member
Aug 10, 2024
42
Yes, I enjoy it, especially suicides and shootings. I'm dead serious when I say that when I'm deeply depressed, watching gore is like the only thing besides my dogs that can make me feel better. Yes, I know I'm fucked up lol, no need to tell me. But I've been like this for a long time, gore just never bothered me the same way it does for others. I watch something people label as being really awful, I watch it, and am wonder why people are so affected by it.
Interesting. Do you mind recommending me some good websites? I wanna look into it mainly for research purposes. Please DM me, thanks a lot!!!
 
ざいわ

ざいわ

idiot.
Dec 12, 2024
13
I like watching self harm vids occasionally.
 
manicstreetbeeper

manicstreetbeeper

the only way out is through.
Feb 14, 2025
104
not really. sometimes in forms of photos though, and if friends post/repost it.
 
ashendreams

ashendreams

rotting angel
May 31, 2025
66
i always feel like im too squeamish for it but i have seen a few videos and it didnt really faze me at all. that said i only actively seek out gore of anime girls. not even in a kinky way i just think its really pretty c:
 
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IcarusFalling

Member
May 23, 2025
9
You could say that I watch gore content a little bit—though not the super-explicit stuff that shows people being chopped up piece by piece like cartel videos. What I tend to look at, at most, are bodycam recordings from law enforcement officers (like from LEOs), and then helmet-cam footage—say, the GoPros strapped to the heads of armed units—in documentaries about murder cases or warfare. I'm particularly drawn to material that has some connection to national or international law, or that involves firearms in some way

When it comes to the most notorious gore-related suicides worldwide, for me it's Ronnie McNutt at the top, and then that other guy who used a Saiga shotgun—his video's title was something like "1444" or "4444," though I can't quite recall exactly. The basic idea is it was a long-haired Russian dude who, as far as I remember, was maybe a college student or at least an ex-student. Honestly, I watch that kind of stuff purely for research purposes—especially the American police bodycam clips, as well as various Russia-Ukraine war recordings or older GWOT (Global War on Terror) footage. There's action, there's context, there's background information, and it's not just mindless killing like the cartel-style videos from South America. And one more thing on the subject of gore: why are there so many memes out there made from ISIS execution videos? And the craziest part is they're treated like jokes—people find them hilarious lol—though, of course, that last bit is said with all due respect​
Where can I find videos of suicide, self harm or gore in general? How do I find videos of taboo subjects like that on the interenet?
 
henryM4

henryM4

Cigs and a plane ticket can turn any day around.
May 13, 2025
50
Where can I find videos of suicide, self harm or gore in general? How do I find videos of taboo subjects like that on the interenet?​

yeah, if you ask me, I usually get gore videos from my friends on Discord. there are these "irony" servers or whatever that, besides memes, also share gore clips—some even get memed, like that one of Ronnie McNutt. but for dedicated gore sites i used to browse, there's nothing else but WPD, Reddit, and Telegram. maybe some specific vids are on Internet Archive or Wikipedia, but whenever it comes to gore, it's always WPD, Reddit, Telegram. i can send you the links later—you can look up WPD yourself, same for Reddit and Telegram

as for more segmented sites or pages specifically for suicide content, i'm not sure, but there's thread here where someone posted a forensic site just for suicidal people. i forgot the link, but you or i can find it later; bottom line, it's on this forum too. war-related gore and all that you can also find on IG, Reddit, and funker530​
 

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