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fleshgarden

fleshgarden

Student
Mar 15, 2023
133
I'm asking this more for comfort I suppose. feel free to explain in the comments please I'd love to listen no matter how messed up it could be. love you guys
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,406
I failed in life and that made me suicidal.

So yes, I made a bad decision and that led to the failure.
 
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dontletthembribeyou

dontletthembribeyou

autistic girlfailure
Mar 4, 2025
148
I guess you could say that. The ongoing decisions I made on how to conduct myself in my youth basically ended any chance I had of a decent life or career before it could even begin
 
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froggirl9000

froggirl9000

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Feb 4, 2023
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My entire life is just a cluster bomb of bad decisions.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Elementalist
Dec 24, 2025
877
some days i don't even think about it or feel overly affected. some days i cry and swear i can't live with the feelings so i have to kill myself. it just depends how i wake up that day.
 
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Feldsparc

Member
Jan 3, 2025
58
being attractive won't solve all issues a human faces in life it's a lie what if someone looks good but is mentally completely damaged?
Like me. My looks drew me into terrible situations from which I'll never recover. For me its better I had been ugly. I'll be dying soon.
 
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shaggy_dooo

shaggy_dooo

My cozy place
Jan 26, 2026
57
I'm asking this more for comfort I suppose. feel free to explain in the comments please I'd love to listen no matter how messed up it could be. love you guys
Indeed theres nothing much to say about it yes i wanna go this curse be over and the pain carried for many years and mistreatments and my bad decisions that took me here and my parents bad decisions somewhat effected me i dont hold grudge against them i forgive but i wanna go now ive had enough.
 
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Spite

Spite

I don't like this world.
Aug 20, 2025
421
Yes, but rather, because of multiple bad decisions I have made in my lifetime.

One of the worst ones for me was wasting years of my early adulthood sitting in my room hanging around on a shitty forum that ended up chewing me up and spitting me out anyways, so it's like all those years I spent there were all for nothing in the end. It's so much time I'll never get back...
 
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Imausername

Imausername

Mentally Tortured
Feb 15, 2026
80
Nice try FBI! but yes very much. I should have left them but it's hard to leave an abusive environment when you depend on them... Some call me a victim others don't care to understand why I'd go to red flags.
 
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