do you want to be forgotten

[m1ll1pede]

i want to, i wish i could just disappear. i don't have any other reasoning but if you do please lmk

 

[xXSufferingXx]

nah. but just remember the good parts of me

 

[interna]

yes!!!!!! i wish for nothing more

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, that's all I want, I just want this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake to be all forgotten and erased with no more pain and no more suffering, if it's up to me I'd choose to permanently erase this existence.

I just want it to be like this existence was never imposed and it's just so terrible how it was causing all this torture and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, I'll just always see existence as an abomination, for me non-existence is just all that's positive.

 

[Forveleth]

I wish I was forgotten while alive. I want nothing to do with the rest of humanity and I wish they wanted nothing to do with me.

 

[VoidButterfly]

Being able to be forgotten is the one blessing of this life.

 

[LonelyForest]

Oh God, I so badly want to be forgotten. There isn't a single day when I don't wish to just vanish out of existence, leaving no trace that I ever lived. I wish people would simply forget about me. My parents, my family just forget that I even exist. That would make life, and ctb, so, so much easier.

 

[endboss]

I also want to be forgotten as soon as possible.

 

[eggsausagerice]

it's more painful to be remembered for my lazy depressing life than be forgotten and have every part of myself get erased. if i was forgotten about by everyone i know i would make the leap to ctb immediately because i would feel no guilt anymore

 

[Macedonian1987]

I lived all my life as a ghost. Not noticed by anyone, not important to anyone and i want in death to be completely forgoten. I dont even want a gravestone.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

yes i want to be forgotten. every human will be forgotten. every one of the 8 billion alive now will be dead = cease to exist forever in 130 years. and forgotten . it will be soon too because how fast did the last 5 years pass by?

life and the pleasure addictions are very fleeting . but the horror is that 60 seconds of the worst constant most unbearable pain can seem to last a very long time . what about 60 minutes? 80 hours of the constant worst pain ? there is no way i want to suffer extreme torture. this constant unbearable pain has to be avoided at all costs. so i have to and want to suicide. it's not like i can just wait to die cause i don't want to suffer extremely before i die.

what i think i and a human is : a brain that can suffer unending constant unbearable pain. what is more horrific than that ? .

i would like to forget this hell called life and this evil world even existed . and it will happen right at the point of my Death.

boggles my mind that people want to live even in old age as the body decayes filled with pain , working so hard to risk extreme torture. then they and others believe and wish for quadrillions of more years of afterlives of suffering , remembering this nightmare life and world in those quintillion to the septillion power years forever

these are just a few reasons why Non-Existence forever is the ultimate bliss to me

i'm certain after my brain dies i will cease to exist for all time forgetting this hell a trillion times worse than anyone could imagine ever existed.

 

[Useless Idiot]

Yes, I want to be forgotten. I have done dreadful things. I want to disappear too.

 

[somethingisntreal]

After my death, I want people to pretend I never existed. I'm pretty invisible (even after a lifetime of wanting to be noticed) and have barely affected people's lives. Those I have, I've changed them for the worse. I've come to realize that it's better ro be forgotten than to be remembered as a crude, mentally ill bitch. I wish I could erase all traces of my existence.

 

[thelostautistic]

It makes me sad to think about but yes. I'm not worth remembering

 

[Spit On My Grave]

Show me some sympathy and Spit On My Grave

 

[Bishop]

Want or not, we will all be forgotten, it's just a matter of time.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Definitely, I really wouldn't like for a big deal to be made out of my death. I also dislike the idea of people pondering about my mental problems. Although it wouldn't truly matter anyways.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

I wish, i'm too ashamed of myself and the mistakes/decisions/actions i've made. Knowing that i wasted so much time and ressources to be such a failure of a man makes me wanna disappear and be forgotten for sure...

 

[thousandislandstare]

Yeah, I would rather just be whisked out of existence. I don't need people performing sadness or bonding over my passing or rewriting history

 

[[redacted]]

Yes, I think being forgotten is what's best for everyone.

 

[catonline]

to be honest no, id like to be remembered sure in traditional sense, id like my family and friends to remember me, not morn me for long but use my death to live better

but moreso id love to leave a positive impact, on people sure, but on nature too, I'd love to feed the fungi, let my body do some good once I'm gone

 

[wine is fine but]

I also dislike the idea of people pondering about my mental problems.

our egos sometimes do not want people to really know about our issues
i also believe that we have to tell ourselves it is better than what it really is
to me, once we admit we have a problem that cannot be treated at the time, we have already lost to it
we can know there is something wrong, but have to pretend it is not really there or it can compromise our ability to do anything

a weird analogy i know but i liken it to having your heart beating faster when exerting ourselves. we can continue to do stuff even while it is happening, but if we knew it was an actual heart problem without having the means to fix it - all of a sudden we tell ourselves "i cannot do that, i have a heart problem" even if it would never get worse. our minds are generally too conservative or too optimistic, but when it comes to health issues, knowing there is a problem will normally stop us from being able to live

I wish, i'm too ashamed of myself and the mistakes/decisions/actions i've made. Knowing that i wasted so much time and ressources to be such a failure of a man makes me wanna disappear and be forgotten for sure...

it is never too late to turn your life around, but i understand if you not feel that you want to
if, however, you do not truly wish to die, i hope you can think seriously about it

 

[selfsocio]

i want to, i wish i could just disappear. i don't have any other reasoning but if you do please lmk

no, i selfishly want the people who have done me wrong to feel immense guilt, if anyone cared, after my death.
i didnt live through this pain to be forgotten in the end. but despite how badly i want to be remembered, im far too alone now.
ill be forgotten, im sure of it

 

[m1ll1pede]

I lived all my life as a ghost. Not noticed by anyone, not important to anyone and i want in death to be completely forgoten. I dont even want a gravestone.

you're a real one

Definitely, I really wouldn't like for a big deal to be made out of my death. I also dislike the idea of people pondering about my mental problems. Although it wouldn't truly matter anyways.

i agree i don't want people to remember how bad my health is

no, i selfishly want the people who have done me wrong to feel immense guilt, if anyone cared, after my death.
i didnt live through this pain to be forgotten in the end. but despite how badly i want to be remembered, im far too alone now.
ill be forgotten, im sure of it

i feel this way sometimes. wanting people to feel guilty or heartbroken, but i'll also be dead so i wouldn't know how they'd react to it. because of that it doesn't matter to me. I didn't isolate myself for no reason either. However If i died and was somehow able to know how people felt- it wouldnt feel great to know that people didn't care

 

[Shadowsight]

My immediate thought was "yes", but then I actually think about people forgetting me and I get so sad, and THEN I feel so guilty for wanting to be remembered...

I think it would've been better if I had just never existed in the first place

 

[violetforever]

more than anything. im already unnoticed and forgotten while im living so i dont want anyone to pretend otherwise when im dead. i dont want anyone to give attention to my death at all. i dont want to be remembered. all anyone will remember is how much of an awkward and depressed inconvenience i was. i hate being known by people and meeting new people for this reason. i wish every trace of my existence could be wiped from earth and peoples minds after i ctb like i never even existed.

 

[TwistedNightmares]

Yes I wish I was forgotten. I never should have existed in the first place.