
steppingoff
Experienced
- Jan 18, 2024
- 212
There are times when I wake up violently in the middle of the night, gasping for breath before I calm down. I am told it's sleep Apnea, where you stop breathing and you wake up because of it.
What happens is that I get this fierce dream that usually feels like I am under attack in some way. I am told my arms sometimes become stiff, and my hands bend at the wrist. I will wake up feeling I had been attacked.
My guess my body was trying to revive me before I died in my sleep.
But I really think it simulates death by hanging. I am sure I will pass out quickly, but my subconscious mind will continue. My body will try to "wake me up" but will fail. When I see Gore hangings, the body often goes through convulstions. That's where I feel will have those dreams. And the dreams won't calm down until I am dead.
In some ways, I fear those dreams more then the rope that will squeeze the life out of me.
What happens is that I get this fierce dream that usually feels like I am under attack in some way. I am told my arms sometimes become stiff, and my hands bend at the wrist. I will wake up feeling I had been attacked.
My guess my body was trying to revive me before I died in my sleep.
But I really think it simulates death by hanging. I am sure I will pass out quickly, but my subconscious mind will continue. My body will try to "wake me up" but will fail. When I see Gore hangings, the body often goes through convulstions. That's where I feel will have those dreams. And the dreams won't calm down until I am dead.
In some ways, I fear those dreams more then the rope that will squeeze the life out of me.