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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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Basically guillotine. I've read somewhere that when decapitated, brain goes into kind of coma because it suddenly loses all the electrical impulses from all over the body and dies seconds after due to lack of oxygen and nutrients delivered by blood.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,906
Oh mon dieu, c'est difficile 😰
She tries....and tries
 
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Aplev

not sure what to put here?
Oct 16, 2021
132
I may be the only one but I've always wondered how real those videos actually are. I mean I would expect a lot more blood.
 
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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
493
I may be the only one but I've always wondered how real those videos actually are. I mean I would expect a lot more blood.
An explanation I saw is that the heat generated by the train on the track instantly cauterizes the cut and prevents blood from flowing out of the wound, dunno how true that is but it seems plausible.
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
Assuming the footage is real, probably instantly. After decapitation, brain activity can continue for a time, but even then, the sheer shock of the thing would probably render you unconscious right then and there. Then it's a matter of seconds before brain death.

And that's decapitation. this looks like her head was ran over by the train, in which case the brain might be severely damaged, or even destroyed. Brain activity would be severely hindered if not completely absent for the few seconds where the brain still has blood/oxygen.

TL;DR: it would feel instantaneous
 
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Morris1211

Student
Nov 29, 2025
145
Assuming the footage is real, probably instantly. After decapitation, brain activity can continue for a time, but even then, the sheer shock of the thing would probably render you unconscious right then and there. Then it's a matter of seconds before brain death.

And that's decapitation. this looks like her head was ran over by the train, in which case the brain might be severely damaged, or even destroyed. Brain activity would be severely hindered if not completely absent for the few seconds where the brain still has blood/oxygen.

TL;DR: it would feel instantaneous
Why are people questions if it's real? Could it be AI?
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
162
Assuming the footage is real, probably instantly. After decapitation, brain activity can continue for a time, but even then, the sheer shock of the thing would probably render you unconscious right then and there. Then it's a matter of seconds before brain death.

And that's decapitation. this looks like her head was ran over by the train, in which case the brain might be severely damaged, or even destroyed. Brain activity would be severely hindered if not completely absent for the few seconds where the brain still has blood/oxygen.

TL;DR: it would feel instantaneous
If turbulence doesn't misalign the head
 
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metfan647

Student
Jun 12, 2025
177
The trains around here only allow a short distance between them and the platform. You'd have to find a two-track railway here and cross to the furthest track bringing a lot of attention. I'm sure there's ways though. There's a few stations in more rural areas with less security/workers.

What a fucking brave person.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,633
Incredibly brave and determined. Hope for her it was instantly.
 
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badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
783
This world sucks so bad that people will forgo SI in order to escape. Just think about that.
 
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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
521
Yes it's real the wheel cauterized the wound so no blood
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
That video has to be fake, look at 0.28, that doesn't look real.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
It's real it was in the news
I still don't get what happens in 0.28.
I mean I trust, but I can't find a logical explanation to what I see in 0.28.
A glitch in the matrix maybe LOL.
 
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Happy Cat

Hopeless romantic
Dec 9, 2025
113
Basically guillotine. I've read somewhere that when decapitated, brain goes into kind of coma because it suddenly loses all the electrical impulses from all over the body and dies seconds after due to lack of oxygen and nutrients delivered by blood.
I heard you stay conscious for a little while. Like a headless chicken
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
Why are people questions if it's real? Could it be AI?
Ig everything could be in this day and age. But I truly don't know. A few people here are convinced its real, and I'm inclined to believe them.
 
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NormallyNeurotic

NormallyNeurotic

Everything is going to be okay ⋅ he/him
Nov 21, 2024
736
I heard you stay conscious for a little while. Like a headless chicken
To be fair, I don't think chickens are conscious when that happens. It's like when a dropped lizard's tail starts spasming. Nerves, pent-up muscular energy, etc.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,218
Ig everything could be in this day and age. But I truly don't know. A few people here are convinced its real, and I'm inclined to believe them.
i'm sure this one is real . also there are a lot of suicide videos with trains and all kinds before ai got good at faking videos. i think ai got good enough to seem real only this year.
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
162
To be fair, I don't think chickens are conscious when that happens. It's like when a dropped lizard's tail starts spasming. Nerves, pent-up muscular energy, etc.
I think it's not that simple. Google "cellular memory".
Basically guillotine. I've read somewhere that when decapitated, brain goes into kind of coma because it suddenly loses all the electrical impulses from all over the body and dies seconds after due to lack of oxygen and nutrients delivered by blood.
I don't think the brain is the only place that deals with awareness/consciousness/mood/memory/intelligence. To quote the author's words, "it is possible that the truth will never be fully known". (M. Turner, "The Most Gentle of Lethal Methods": The Question of Retained Consciousness Following Decapitation, 2023, https://doi.org/10.7759/cureus.33830)
 
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A_Spartan_Dead

A_Spartan_Dead

Life's sick joke is us; death is the punchline.
Dec 17, 2025
114
I can't even view the video, it's blocked. My guess is Australia has banned it.
I'm also noticing the trains in Europe seem to be faster and more able to deliver on CTB. Where I am they're crap.
I agree though it's a crazy world we live in when SI has to be overcome in such brutal ways. This bravery should not be forgotten.
 
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maylurker

Experienced
Dec 28, 2025
275
i dont know pretty much luck based also kind of ass to give ptsd to the innocent driver
 
cait_sith

cait_sith

Apr 8, 2024
340
I may be the only one but I've always wondered how real those videos actually are. I mean I would expect a lot more blood.
Wouldn't there also be at least some sort of convulsion from the body? Then again it could be real, the bravery would be incredible, the way she carefully paces herself is much harder than to do a singular motion of of a jump or a trigger pull. Pure certainty
 
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TimingOut

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Sep 7, 2025
162
I can't even view the video, it's blocked. My guess is Australia has banned it.
I'm also noticing the trains in Europe seem to be faster and more able to deliver on CTB. Where I am they're crap.
I agree though it's a crazy world we live in when SI has to be overcome in such brutal ways. This bravery should not be forgotten.
Why not use a VPN?
 

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madameviolette

madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
521
Wouldn't there also be at least some sort of convulsion from the body? Then again it could be real, the bravery would be incredible, the way she carefully paces herself is much harder than to do a singular motion of of a jump or a trigger pull. Pure certainty
I mean the brain is not attached anymore. People who were guillotined were not convulsing. But chicken can run around it seems
 
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Jadeith

Mage
Jan 14, 2025
571
think it's not that simple. Google "cellular memory".
It is. What was scientifically proven and repeatable under the banner of "cellular memory", has nothing to do with consciousness.
I don't think the brain is the only place that deals with awareness/consciousness/mood/memory/intelligence.
You are allowed to believe in whatever you want. Doesn't mean it has anything to do with reality. For years people believed that emotions, esp love, were placed in the heart. Now we know it's just highly efficient pump and people after heart transplant do not stop loving their family/friends. Curiously enough, even with so much significance placed onto the heart, one of the most if not the most popular way of execution in the past was still beheading.
Besides, if what you believe in was true, we wouldn't have "plant" people who suffered severe head trauma. Their consciousness would be lingering somewhere else, no? At least some detectable part of it.

People who were guillotined were not convulsing. But chicken can run around it seems
And headless frogs will attempt to remove acid stained cloth from their backs. It was popular experiment for biology students at the university until it was banned due to "unnecessary cruelty". Thing is, humans are not like chicken, frogs or onion for that matter. You lob the head off, person is dead. Period. In some cases twitching or other spasms do occur but no headless men running like headless chicken.`
 
Hana68

Hana68

Fallen 🖤
Oct 12, 2024
44
i dont know pretty much luck based also kind of ass to give ptsd to the innocent driver
You shouldn't judge people like that, and things are generally not luck based, One of my attempts (2 years) I was standing in front of a train and I almost died, got severe hemorrhage which couldn't be treated, it took about half a day, I had painted that road red and needed a lot of transfusions, after that I was put in a coma for almost two months, got epilepsy from the head trauma and 4 surgeries, and was living in hell with delusions, temporary 'amnesia' burning intense pain and low consciousness for 2-3 months, after some months I saw a video of the event, about the following day after my attempt the bus driver was in a conversation with a reporter "most people are not innocent" and my past self died right there, and I do think that now not even death can put me to rest, I know that I'll keep "existing" and I'll try to fix things before I go "there", some of my family and some specific people should and will suffer, not suggesting that *I'll do anything, I see how they are falling apart and I know why.
 
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madameviolette

Another Big Pharma victim
Oct 9, 2025
521
You shouldn't judge people like that, and things are generally not luck based, One of my attempts (2 years) I was standing in front of a train and I almost died, got severe hemorrhage which couldn't be treated, it took about half a day, I had painted that road red and needed a lot of transfusions, after that I was put in a coma for almost two months, got epilepsy from the head trauma and 4 surgeries, and was living in hell with delusions, temporary 'amnesia' burning intense pain and low consciousness for 2-3 months, after some months I saw a video of the event, about the following day after my attempt the bus driver was in a conversation with a reporter "most people are not innocent" and my past self died right there, and I do think that now not even death can put me to rest, I know that I'll keep "existing" and I'll try to fix things before I go "there", some of my family and some specific people should and will suffer, not suggesting that *I'll do anything, I see how they are falling apart and I know why.
"Most people are not innocent" what did he say to this reporter ?

Also why do you think you'll keep existing ? And why would you not rest after death ?
 

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