
Sylveon
o7
- Oct 10, 2023
- 517
Unless a miracle happens, I think this year is gonna be one for me.
This, it's next winter at the latest for me.I don't think I'll see another spring
No, with impending homelessness and no help or improvement for my severe OCD and Major Depression, I don't see me being around past August. Just with no means to carry it out, I don't know how I will finally be free of all this pain.Unless a miracle happens, I think this year is gonna be one for me.
it's not a stupid reason at all. i hope you enjoy the game when it comes outyeah. it's a stupid reason, but a game I've been really excited for is coming out in 2025, so I'm gonna live until then for that
hope i can narrow my focus,decide on a method and get it done before the dreaded Jan 1 2025. don't want to see 2025 plus my substances are getting much too old anyway. but i should've done it 5 years ago with LW SN or ordered N from A / D in 2019. i blinked 5 years passed . need to get to work on my suicide method 5 years passed like a blink me on this site , now have to make 5 hours count every day working on my suicide and 5 months to non-existence the ulitimate bliss . Why i put that image there years ago. it's like that only they have me programmed to do thousands of those arrows every day when i only need to focus on a 1 arrow or at most a handful but one main one hours per day . i hate existence . the monsters are banning SN in the U.S. the congress will pass a law soon showing again why this world is a pure evil abomination whoever would want to stay here has got to be heavily programmedUnless a miracle happens, I think this year is gonna be one for me.