Do you keep changing your methods? and why?

[Christ88]

Have you been in a process of moving from one method to another?

What are your reasons to keep changing?

thanks for your input

 

[LucyJordan]

Yes. First choice: N, but got raided.
Second: SN but got scammed.
Now: inert gas, but don't want to be found like that.
Maybe it will turn out Pegasos.

 

[Freedom Believer]

Keep switching between "night-night" and SN. I'm going to try "night-night" one last time (because it's more painless) then I'll move to SN if it doesn't succeed.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Partial hanging failed. Tourniquet brought me closer but results weren't consistent.

Exit bag for me now. Can't see that failing if I take the necessary precautions.

 

[Rhyme]

I bounce around between (short) drop hanging and a handgun, at least until I found this forum a couple days ago. I'm pretty sold on SN.

Handgun is really messy, and the consequences of failure honestly scare the hell out of me.

Rope is easy to acquire and I have some kind of morbid fascination with the idea of it. But I doubt I would have the willpower, and if I were to get found the consequences of failure are also nasty.

SN sounds rather peaceful and it wouldn't be too difficult for me to get everything required.

 

[Defenestrator]

For me it's circumstantial.
The easiest method would be to take sedatives and use partial hanging - I am putting it off for the time being as I may still be able to get help I guess. But I don't know if I can hold on for it. I'm planning on ordering SN soon though, so that's another method with high success rates on here (around 79-80% from what I've seen on here.)

 

[waterbottleman]

Ever since I learned about SN I knew this was the method I was going to use.

Thank god for SN, if it weren't for SN I'd probably go to Mexico to get N but the whole process of doing that would just be so stressful.

Im too grossed out to shoot myself or hang myself, I absolutely hate violence so I could never do those things.

 

[Quarky00]

Benzo+alcohol (useless) --> same in bath (questionable) -> Ami (good) -> SN -> Hypothermia (backup)

The reason is efficacy / fatality :)

Last 3 methods are fully ready to use in my "ctb kit".

 

[Christ88]

Ever since I learned about SN I knew this was the method I was going to use.

Thank god for SN, if it weren't for SN I'd probably go to Mexico to get N but the whole process of doing that would just be so stressful.

Im too grossed out to shoot myself or hang myself, I absolutely hate violence so I could never do those things.

hanging can be painless if done knowledgeably.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I changed from SN to NSNHA (No Sodium Nitrite at Home Anymore)

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

Second: SN but got scammed.

How were you scammed?

 

[LucyJordan]

How were you scammed?

Labeled as 99,5% NaNO2 but didn't contain measurable NaNO2

 

[Christ88]

Labeled as 99,5% NaNO2 but didn't contain measurable NaNO2

where did you buy it from Lucy?

 

[LucyJordan]

where did you buy it from Lucy?

seller in UK on the E site

 

[seho_j]

I was too scared to order N, just recently ordered SN. I guess I'll see what happens

 

[Garbage Person]

Absolutely. I was interested in hydrogen sulfide or shotgun blast but decided I wanted something peaceful. I had to decide between Nitrogen a few weeks ago or hanging after using the money to try making my last weeks a positive experience. Went with the latter but kind of regret it really.

 

[TheEndof]

Yeah, mostly because I know when the time comes it will boil down to how overwhelmed I feel and I will likely just want to do it then and there. I have SN, but the planning involved might not make it the best method for me. And I know if I have a couple of days or so to think about it, I likely wouldn't CTB. Which might sound great and all, but it has less to do with my desire to live and more to do with my survival instinct.

 

[Carina]

If I go from the beginning of my time to date, the method changed... a lot. If I go from once I came here, it hasn't, and won't. But then beginning of attempts was around age 15, so, that's a number of years lol.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

SN to N for obvious reasons.
N from A just wasn't feasible.
SN seemed peaceful enough
and cheap.
But now I second guess SN and simply falling asleep within 2 minutes just seems too good to cheat myself out off just out of lazyness.

 

[BPD Barbie]

I used to, I was very torn between hanging and jumping, it was almost certainly going to be one of those but which one I didn't know. Then I found this forum and it changed everything. Now I have SN and all the supplies needed and I am 100% certain this will be my method.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Oh I've been all over the place. Slashing wrist, shooting myself, jumping, hanging, to drowning. I'm thinking partial hanging is gonna be it or a lot of drugs

 

[lostangel]

Have you been in a process of moving from one method to another?

What are your reasons to keep changing?

thanks for your input

Jumping in front of a car -> bleeding out -> Long drop hanging -> Jumping off a cliff.

First two are unlikely to work and I went from a long drop to cliff because I feel the cliff jumping method will have a lesser chance of being stopped.

As with long drop if I am found I WILL be paralysed. As the aim of the long drop is to severe the spinal cord.

 

[AlreadyGone]

At first, I wanted to go with an exit bag method until I realized the difficulty in procuring the items required.

I then switched to hanging, but this proved to be a logistical issue as I do not have a means to set it up in my apartment.

I finally settled on SN and now have all the items necessary. I am pretty sure this will be my method unless I can work some magic and get a hanging setup going.

 

[TAW122]

I don't, I've always kept with one method, the firearm. This is due to it being the most reliable (and painless) ways to go if done correctly. It is also easy enough to execute and set up and can be done almost anywhere (especially in remote places). If for some reason I am unable to access it, then the next step would either be night night or hanging, whichever one I find easier and/or master. Hopefully it won't come down to that.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Have you been in a process of moving from one method to another?

What are your reasons to keep changing?

thanks for your input

I have changed a few times. Mostly due to failed attempts. After a few failed medication overdoses and one failed partial suspension, I finally settled on jumping from a beautiful bridge. (I did the research and the height was sufficient, and I was ready to risk paralysis in the alternative.) Someone physically stopped me and I ended up in the psych ward.

Ever since then I have dreamed about going back to the bridge. I was planning to do so after Christmas. Then I thought what if the same thing happens again, or what if I have trouble getting over the railing this time (since then I have acquired partial numbness in my legs--not related to the attempt--cause currently unknown), or what if I am not able to let go once I am up there? Last time when I tried to let go, the good samaritan physically pulled me back. What if this time I don't have the guts to let go and I just hold up traffic and make a fool of myself again?

Since then I have been thinking about alternatives that I can do at home, such as SN or full suspension hanging. I have been going back and forth with the pros and cons of each one. I know I need to pick one and act, but I am paralyzed with indecision.

 

[lizinha]

Before I moved jumping was my method I lived in a 13 story apt and I thought that was gonna be the way I go. But since moving away hanging is now my selected method. I wish I had the option for SN, cause that's definitely what I'd rather choose.

 

[Ghost2211]

Well, before I did reading and found this site I was going to do whisky and SNRI od since it's what I had, so thank you guys for saving me from that ignorant blunder.

Next was cutting, but that is too messy. Still, a good back up.

I thought about night night, but I can't seem to get it right, so may play with that a bit.

Final is SN, and I am comfortable with the way it kills. I like to have a grab bag of options though.

 

[Dear Agony]

No, I already know exactly what I'm gonna do.
But then again, all the times I tried and failed I said the exact same thing. So the reason my method has changed is because the others failed .

 

[Terminally ill]

Labeled as 99,5% NaNO2 but didn't contain measurable NaNO2

How do you know how much Nano2 it contained if I can ask ?I have also ordered from the polish supplier here and most people from Europe probably the same. How do you know it doesnt contain measurable NaNO2? Please be so kind and explain further, this is very worrying.

 

[faust]

I decided to choose N. But I am afraid of Meto. Will have to test it before the final call. If it causes seizures, means, something different has to be used