Discussion Do you have a song you would CTB to?

[Arlowantsushi]

I was listening too Join Me In Death by HIM and thought about that girl that timed her jump to the song.

There's too many choices so i just have a playlist of songs I'm going to play.

 

[ropemaxxingorsmth]

Leave by Whirr would fit so perfectly

 

[zoftchan]

I was listening too Join Me In Death by HIM and thought about that girl that timed her jump to the song.

There's too many choices so i just have a playlist of songs I'm going to play.

hold on till may - Pierce the Veil
Actually I discover this song from a TikTok where that girl you're talking about posted

 

[UserFromNowhere]

I have an entire playlist of relatively peaceful songs, but the one that stands out most on it, the song I created the playlist around, is Outro by M83.

The video, the show, is the reason why I chose this song. It plays at the end scene on the final episode, as

Spoiler: Spoilers for Mr. Robot

the "Elliot" we follow throughout the show takes a seat back and watches as the real Elliot takes back the reigns of his life from the multiple personalities he created as a defense against his trauma.

It resonates with me in a way that is almost indescribable, as though emphasizing that we are the ones who have to be in control of our own fate, we have to accept the world as it is and our place in it. At first it seems ironic, a bit antithetical to suicide, and it is. But I believe it's nevertheless encapsulates my feelings towards life. I've always believed I'd be an observer, and all that my life has been is the observer stepping out into a world that they don't belong in, attempting to forge connections or relations that aren't theirs in order to try and cope with their inability to truly connect with and understand others. It may be vain, but I don't want my death to be a rejection of the world or my place in it, but rather a full acknowledgement of my place in the world and coming to terms with it. A place where I should've been in the audience watching someone else build their life, watching the world develop, but I was unable to do that because life forced me in a body and tried to make me cope with it.

 

[violetforever]

i find the idea of choosing a song cringey bc it feels like romanticizing suicide but mine would be this. it always puts me in a relaxed melancholic state. its one of my favorite songs anyway

 

[WaZedon]

I wouldn't solely listen to just one song. I'd make sure to go through every song in my playlist. But I'm definitely not skipping on "The Traveler" by Timmy's Organism:

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

probably something by noah kahan or will wood. i wish i had a recording of my best friend singing. i like their voice and feel very comforted by it i wish i could listen to that.

i think i will make playlist. of noah kahan and will wood. pain is cold water by noah kahan or tomcat disposables by will wood, or white noise by will wood.

 

[Arlowantsushi]

hold on till may - Pierce the Veil
Actually I discover this song from a TikTok where that girl you're talking about posted

Hold on till may is on my playlist as well! such a good answer

I wouldn't solely listen to just one song. I'd make sure to go through every song in my playlist. But I'm definitely not skipping on "The Traveler" by Timmy's Organism:

This is really good. added it to my playlist!

 

[primadonna_]

I was listening too Join Me In Death by HIM and thought about that girl that timed her jump to the song.

There's too many choices so i just have a playlist of songs I'm going to play.

Lit I would probably make it like the happiest or the dumbest song ever js to rub it in peoples faces bc they're probably gonna take my own ctb more seriously then I ever will

 

[nitrogenous]

I have played the same song in the past when I attempted and I think I will still have this one first up on my death playlist.

 

[Arlowantsushi]

I have played the same song in the past when I attempted and I think I will still have this one first up on my death playlist.

a classic! i have this one on my playlist too

Lit I would probably make it like the happiest or the dumbest song ever js to rub it in peoples faces bc they're probably gonna take my own ctb more seriously then I ever will

Honestly some of the songs on my playlist are just songs that i really enjoy so they aren't all sad songs

 

[litany_of_thoughts]

There's a few that come to mind, but this would definitely be one of them

 

[Dinozauria]

Probaly Girl Anarchism by the Dresden Dolls

 

[zoftchan]

Hold on till may is on my playlist as well! such a good answer

This is really good. added it to my playlist!

Yay!! :D

 

[I_go_in]

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