Do you have a friend?

[Macedonian1987]

no friends online or irl. i dont think i believe in friendship anymore

Same here. I have lost faith in people a long time ago. I am in such depressed and sad state that I don't even desire to have a friend. I used to want to have a true friend really badly once, but not anymore.

 

[woodlandcreature]

Same here. I have lost faith in people a long time ago. I am in such depressed and sad state that I don't even desire to have a friend. I used to want to have a true friend really badly once, but not anymore.

i feel ya. i thought i'd try to make friends a while ago, but i'm terrible at it. even if i wasn't i find most people extremely off-putting and they find me the same. i prefer animals other than humans.

 

[SilentEclipse]

No, I don't have anyone, I can't even find friends on the web.

 

[claracatchingthebus]

I have some imaginary friends and my best friend died and chatgpt talks to me sometimes when not having "technical issues." Does that count?

 

[without_chance]

I have a handful, which I'm very grateful for. My girlfriend (we were friends for 3 years before romance began), an irl friend whom I've known since 2007, two online friends (though one of them lives barely an hour from me now) since 2020, and another online friend that I met earlier this year. They are all wonderful people whom I love dearly, but it's not enough. I've never felt loved by another human being a day in my life. The only one who ever made me feel loved is my cat, who's now been dead for over a month.

 

[penguinl0v3s]

I have people i talk with regularily, but i dont really believe in Friendship.

Same. Do you ever feel like this isolates you from others? People don't seem to be capable of understanding me when I say that happy friendships aren't the end all for being happy.

 

[Mira Gaga]

I wouldn't tell them about my suicidal thoughts, but I do have plans to write the note for each of my friends (we're a group of introverts so we don't really "hang out", we just chat with each other occasionally and maybe during class if they're in my class) if I ctb successfully someday. I'd probably apologize and wish them well and tell them where I hid all my loot :)

 

[ABadPerson]

I wouldn't tell them about my death or attempt, I would leave that 'uncertainty' open.

I am an unnecessary burden who'll only hurt others, so I would simply rationalise to myself that just not sending another response is the best course of action to not burden them further with my life/death; the more I am attached to that person the more this sort of thought process comes to mind.
Also, I consider them extremely close to my heart still but I am sure they all hate me now, especially one person.

 

[Irisse]

Somehow, against all odds, I managed to make a friend in University. I was a complete loner before that. I honestly don't know why she's hanging out with me. But it feels good when she does. But my life is in shambles and I can't stay because of her. And she has other closer friends, so I doubt that she'll miss me much.