Do you feel like nobody else cares if you end it?

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I know this is my own choice, but it really feels like people don't care. It feels like if you put a person in a position to report you to the police, they will do it, but not because they really care that you're going to commit suicide but because they feel obligated to. When online on anonymous chat websites, opening up to people about this just gets me weird looks. People really don't seem to care or even wish you farewell. It's a cold world, and there's warmth here on sasu but everywhere else people laugh at you.

 

[kitkat9234]

No one would care if I CTB. Not even my daughter. I have no one.

 

[Dejected 55]

I don't feel it... I know it. Maybe a person or two who feel the obligation or think it makes them "good" if they tried to stop... but nobody really cares if I have any kind of quality of life. They are okay if I suffer. They just don't want to appear like they don't care, even when they don't actually care.

 

[PI3.14]

My family care, but only cus they don't want to deal with the aftermath.

Like, if I eventually committed suicide, and you offered my family the option of bringing me back to life with the exact same shitty circumstances, they will happily take the offer.

For them, it's about them, not me.