Do you expect to be alive in 2027?

[Exhausted546]

I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026

 

[black money boys]

hell no i fucked up so hard its just right about time i do it this year there is no hope at all

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Same. No I don't want to be alive in 2027

 

[thefarter]

no :3 !!!!!!! yayyy

 

[Carryline]

Hopefully not

 

[kuroshimi]

There is a possibility that I will not be alive in 2027, but I'm still unsure and still have some hope left. But every time I think: is it worth it?

 

[ceasellthepain]

60% chance i wont be

 

[Guy0117]

I think it's fairly likely I will be dead this year if nothing else happens. It seems like a horrible prison to escape from to be honest -- once you're free, you're out. You don't have to be judged, hated, alone, confused, worried anymore, there's no more endless suffering. You're just not here in the physical world anymore, you can leave it all behind. Everything that goes on here no longer concerns you.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

Nope.

 

[ginko0]

Unless I win the lottery or get a brand new brain, nah.

 

[Macedonian1987]

If I don't do it in 2026, I will most likely ctb in 2027. The levels of my chronic pain will decide that for me.

 

[lovelove416]

This doesn't seem to be a common sentiment but I think I will be. I idealize death but I'm not pursuing it currently. It's more of a fantasy than a plausible reality.

I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026

 

[SweetMemories]

no.

 

[zdeweilx]

I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026

2026 really sounds like the final year to me.

 

[TimingOut]

It's still January 2026, what do you want me to say?

 

[apooka]

i think this year, im gonna try rlly hard to feel better n if it doesn't work then 2027s my year. if i can't save myself, no one can

 

[Ajaq]

I really really hope not. 2026 should be my last year, but then agian I said that in 2025 and 2024 and 2023 so who knows.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm also horrified by the thought of it as every second is torture to exist, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this harmful, dreadful and evil existence that just tortures existing beings, I always suffer so unbearably a a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

I'll always see existence as an abomination that has only ever caused harm, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel undeserved punishment, all need is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that was so tragically imposed, it's so horrific to me how a human can suffer for decades longer tortured so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die anyway anyway.

All I want is true peace which is why I suffer so unbearably from how in this evil world suicide is seen as crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is the most terrible extreme cruelty how I cannot just choose to never suffer again.

 

[Realog11]

I'm horrified at the idea of living that long. Things would have dramatically worsened for me, I'd likrly be homeless. I truly hope I find the courage to do it early 2026

Yeah I defo won't be alive in 2027

 

[Exhausted546]

I'm also horrified by the thought of it as every second is torture to exist, under no circumstances would I wish to suffer in this harmful, dreadful and evil existence that just tortures existing beings, I always suffer so unbearably a a result of the terrible mistake of existence.

I'll always see existence as an abomination that has only ever caused harm, to suffer in this existence is such a terrible, cruel undeserved punishment, all need is the peace of non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence that was so tragically imposed, it's so horrific to me how a human can suffer for decades longer tortured so unnecessarily in this existence just waiting to die anyway anyway.

All I want is true peace which is why I suffer so unbearably from how in this evil world suicide is seen as crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong, all that anti-suicide does is just cause way more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it truly is the most terrible extreme cruelty how I cannot just choose to never suffer again.

Did you ever attempt to ctb?

 

[ceelobling]

I hope not. It sucks that I'm even alive in 2026, I wanted to ctb in December. These future questions are always scary to think about.

 

[SomeAdvice]

Hopefully much sooner than that. I am surprised I am still here, tbh.

 

[Realog11]

I hope not. It sucks that I'm even alive in 2026, I wanted to ctb in December. These future questions are always scary to think about.

Same I wanted to ctb in December but I got scared cause of the height when I wanted to jump

 

[Liebestod]

There's a good chance but definitely not past 2028.

 

[MAKE IT STOP!]

no. I'm pretty sure that by then, I'll have no one. It'll be best for me to ctb before everyone leaves me.

 

[Lilithium]

I gave myself until May of 2027 to try and pull myself out of the void. With how that's going, I don't believe I'll make it past then, and lately it feels like I shouldn't even wait that long.

 

[lpdsvm]

I won't CTB as long as I am capable of managing my life with basic needs not some what-to-eat tomorrow guy. If I am physically unwell and in pain - yes. If there is a risk of being killed and/or torture - yes.
I didn't choose this system. It failed me. I have to get around things trying to survive with non relevant skills and awful people that I work with stress me out I have body aches sometimes because of it. - its nothing for me though but it adds up. This website is a nice place. I won't stop using it even if I get better for a long term.

 

[continuating]

i don't know, the idea of being alive after 350 days whilst surviving this living hell is a scary one
but who knows?

 

[Sadbanana]

You can bet I won't

 

[DeathByBananabread]

This shit is torture with only short breaks for naptimes & lunch. If I make it past September I'll consider myself a sadist. I feel like a sadist now for not having killed myself the first time I really wanted to.