I'm sick of being a fucking loser...
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your pathologist
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- Sep 5, 2018
- 519
Or being a POS?
im a narcissist i thought i was pretty cool
Subsequently did a lot of self righteous, in the moment, "me, me, me" crap. Ive always lacked foresight tho.
Hurt a lot of people...
im a narcissist i thought i was pretty cool
Subsequently did a lot of self righteous, in the moment, "me, me, me" crap. Ive always lacked foresight tho.
Hurt a lot of people...
I meant it like "I'm sick of being this way"
And not like "I regret this and that"
I'm just fucking sick of this life. This world. Me. The way I live.
Look at me. I don't like this. What the fuck? I hate myself. I hate my life.
But I'm really starting to get over the tipping point....
Probably means I'll ctb soon
And not like "I regret this and that"
I'm just fucking sick of this life. This world. Me. The way I live.
Look at me. I don't like this. What the fuck? I hate myself. I hate my life.
But I'm really starting to get over the tipping point....
Probably means I'll ctb soon
your pathologist
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- Sep 5, 2018
- 519
This.
I feel exactly like you.
Trashcan
Trash
- Aug 31, 2018
- 1,234
Yes. I'm inferior and behind where I should be for my age.
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,621
I'm at least a decade behind and I hate myself so fucking much
worldexploder
Visionary
- Sep 19, 2018
- 2,821
sadsoul
Alive and unwell
- Sep 9, 2018
- 440
Same. It's wild how other people my age are out there living normal adult lives. I feel like I completely wasted my youth and now I'm here, having zero social skills and no idea how to live in this world. But I guess when I'm dead I won't have to worry about that :)
faex42
Experienced
- Oct 19, 2018
- 213
that everyone is having a better life than me even when the reality of their lives is just as difficult if not more so. The more depressed I am, the stronger the feeling. I hate feeling this way
BlackDragonof1989
Mage
- Jul 12, 2018
- 526
Oh yeah, I'm a late bloomer, or I had a brighter life then it faded fast going into high school, I just withdrew. The real world so to speak was too much, so I came online. I still have gotten hurt and hurt a lot of people and I never seem to change. The maw of death yawns at me and I don't know how much longer I will keep away, though I don't have any overt suicide plans, my life is very empty in a way and it feels like I'm meant to be an outsider.
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- Oct 10, 2018
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