Do you dream abt suicide? (please share)

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Recently I dreamed about ctb, I made it, once I landed on the buildings floor I somehow saw myself from the outside. First thing I did after leaving my body was to check wether i actually made it lol. Blood was pouring out of my nose and I got the sensation that the body died.
It was a bad journey to the building but I made it.

Anyone else want to share their dreams?

 

[ijustwishtodie]

No, I dream about death but not about dying. It's death that I find peaceful as it's permanent non existence. However, what scares me is dying as the suicide methods that I can access are so brutal

 

[J&L383]

No I haven't. (And that's pretty graphic! what with the blood and everything) I wouldn't mind it though. Closest I've come is where I dream I'm crashing or falling, or flying into a building, but when I land or hit the thing I don't die I just kind of bounce off it, dust myself off and move on. Kind of a Superman type of dream. But then I wake up and I realize I'm no Superman.

 

[tone]

No, but I've had dreams where planes have crashed into my house and I've been hunted down by people trying to kill me, but I've never actually even died in any of them.

 

[zombiegirl]

yes, ive had suicide dreams for a long long time and normally get them when stressed

 

[Rocinante]

No. I dream about abandonment

 

[kinderbueno]

Half of my dreams are going on fun dates with my ex
The other half involve me hanging myself and watching my friends and/or family discover my body from a third person POV

 

[BackToLobby]

I barely sleep a normal sleep cycle and when I do I don't dream

 

[Fragile_]

I have two quite recent dreams that are worth bringin up, but I did not die in any of them.

In the first dream I wactched cartel video where they cut off the victims face and then I proceeded to take large sharp bayonet and I started cutting off my own face starting from forehead - slicing all the way down to my chin, then I looked in the mirror and watched my face sliding down. Interestingly enough I did not feel any pain, just the feeling of my face sliding down felt very uncomfortable and disgusting. Woke up pretty traumatized.

In my second dream I went crazy and felt insanely strong urge to cut off my hand by the wrist, but I was too hesitant to do it so I started by cutting off my ring and pinky finger and I also really wanted to eat them, which I know I did but I don't remember it - it was like a cut in a dream. Then I wanted more and went for the wrist - cutting off my hand completely and I started laughing. Again I felt little to no pain. What makes this dream stand out is the fact that the dream wasn't actually traumatizing, it did not feel like a nightmare, It felt good even, throughout the whole dream and I woke up relaxed and happy - as if I woke up from a nice dream which obviously didn't last long, It just took my brain a while to properly wake up and function to realize how disturbing it was.

 

[Orange Cat]

I had one dream where I drank some N before bed, but I didn't die. I could move or speak. In the morning my friend came to my house and thought that I was dead. She called another friend of mine, and they buried me alive in my back yard.

 

[abchia]

Yes, Ive had a few different ones and once I become unconscious in the dream the dream ends

 

[gasterblaster]

Normally my dreams are chill, but once I had this one set in a post-apocalyptic word where I begged for some soldiers to shoot me. It left the same feeling as when I daydreamed about different methods, so I count it?

 

[oneirataxia]

My dreams are surprisingly very happy -- it's like everything I wish for is to be found after falling asleep for the night. They ironically make me feel worse in waking life, because I know I'm back in this miracle-less reality, and back to misery. I've never had nightmares about my own suicide but I prefer any nightmares to dreams, because I can wake up with the relief that they didn't happen. Kinda makes me view reality with rose-tinted lenses for the next day.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

Yes, just last night actually I had a nightmare.

I was telling all of my family members that I was going to CTB (which I would never do in real life) and they all just accepted it and wished me the best. Then I actually did it in front of them (for some reason) and they were horrified and screaming. Then I woke up yelling and terrified.

Weird dream

 

[Ww42]

I've had a few dreams where I killed myself. Usually gunshots and I woke up right after pulling the trigger. I vaguely remember one where I jumped in front of traffic as well

 

[SMmetalhead36]

Only daydreams, not so much dreaming.

 

[phoebie467]

Just once. I dreamed that I had a fentanyl drink, I woke up when I died. It was peaceful and I woke up inspired.

 

[m1dn1ghtmyst3ry]

Recently I dreamed about ctb, I made it, once I landed on the buildings floor I somehow saw myself from the outside. First thing I did after leaving my body was to check wether i actually made it lol. Blood was pouring out of my nose and I got the sensation that the body died.
It was a bad journey to the building but I made it.

Anyone else want to share their dreams?

I have once. My dream didn't show me successfully ctb like yours, but I did have a shotgun in my dream and wanting to ctb. I woke up before I did.

Recently I dreamed about ctb, I made it, once I landed on the buildings floor I somehow saw myself from the outside. First thing I did after leaving my body was to check wether i actually made it lol. Blood was pouring out of my nose and I got the sensation that the body died.
It was a bad journey to the building but I made it.

Anyone else want to share their dreams?

I have once. My dream didn't show me successfully ctb like yours, but I did have a shotgun in my dream and wanting to ctb. I woke up before I did.

 

[Hanaga]

I often dream about jumping out of window, it even has a falling feeling. But I don't die after landing.