Death always used to scare me when I was younger, the thought of being judged for all my choices and actions terrified me because I genuinely thought I was a shit person. Don't get me wrong, still scares me sometimes but ive learnt to deal with it and learnt to make somewhat better choices, the only bad choices I make half of the time hurt myself which I can live with. I have no clue what happens when you die, my dad is a christian but my mum has never really been religious. Ive been through phases, believing in ghosts, believing in god (it would make my dad proud) and then believing in the fact theres absolutely nothing after death and people have made shit up just to make sure people dont go insane thinking about it. I used to think when people died they became the stars in the night sky like my parents taught me obviously its a lie. Whatever happens after death, it better not be more shittier than this fucking life.