I'm not religious, but personally, I think that this might be hell. There are things in my life and those of others that don't add up. Just think about randomness. Why do some people suffer so much, having event after event that makes things harder, never having even the time to recover. I've met many people that don't even know why someone would suffer in life, because they never had anything bad happen to them. It's not that they're positive or anything. Everything always seems to work in their favor, even bad things.
I cannot believe this is real. It isn't random. I had a counselor that believed I was exaggerating. She was in my life for 4 years, and after the first year she wanted me to visit a priest, because she firmly believed I was cursed. After 4 years with me, she had to stop, because my life made her feel hopeless. She worked with many people like me, but she had never experienced anything like this before. Not even close. Still miss her, because she was one of the only ones that took me seriously.
Just by reading this forum, and all the pain and suffering people go through, it can't be random. Such fragile souls being tortured to no end.
I don't really care what comes after this. Probably nothing, but the question remains where your consciousness goes. There being nothing isn't really possible in my opinion, but I could be wrong.
If there is a heaven, let's hope my dogs are waiting there for me. Now that would be heaven.