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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
154
Do some of you have a method and are here to talk with others? What is your method? If you have seen my posts I'm in excruciating unbearable nonstop pain and desperate to stop the suffering but I'm physically and because I'm not alone unable to find a way. It should be illegal to let me suffer instead of helping me. I can't tell you how bad this physical pain is and then mentally too. I wish I could have mercy.
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
418
SN or shotgun..... Not sure yet.... I know the shotgun would be near instantaneous.... But it's gonna be a mess and would traumatize my family. SN.... Well..... It doesn't really sound like a quick and painless way to go.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
808
I was going to go with hanging, but then I finally managed to acquire SN last year, so SN is my method of choice now.
 
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SummerTrip

SummerTrip

aiygiwgwyaiydiwdwy
Feb 23, 2026
59
Methadone OD
 
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egyptian_baddie

Member
Feb 6, 2026
83
hopefully a combination of potassium cyanide and sn
 
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thelostautistic

Experienced
Jul 31, 2025
238
I ordered SN in February. But my back up was hanging if my SN got seized at customs. Luckily it got through customs so I'll be using that. In all honesty I'm glad it came because I'm too scared to hang myself.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,797
Sodium azide, benzococaine, or hanging. Not sure which I will go with.
 
3/4Dead

3/4Dead

Peace, Love, Empathy
Feb 27, 2024
461
Full suspension probably. I figure I'll go to a hotel somewhere with a sturdy closet bar and go for it. Shotgun if im patient enough to get it though
 
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sulvumnolo

sulvumnolo

Member
Jan 31, 2026
56
I have 10mg is fentanyl powder. A speck of the stuff of enough to knock you out. I'm sure it will get the job done 👍
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Yup. Gonna be CO in a tent set-up in my garage. Have everything I need. Plan B, if the CO fails, or for some reason can't carry it out, is firearm. Have everything I need for that, too.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

TheBiggestNarcissist
Mar 15, 2025
584
Yup. Gonna be CO in a tent set-up in my garage. Have everything I need. Plan B, if the CO fails, or for some reason can't carry it out, is firearm. Have everything I need for that, too.
My original plan was a firearm but mine got seized by the cops so I'm going with CO now also.
 
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eliapoleon

eliapoleon

Member
Jan 6, 2026
5
Do some of you have a method and are here to talk with others? What is your method? If you have seen my posts I'm in excruciating unbearable nonstop pain and desperate to stop the suffering but I'm physically and because I'm not alone unable to find a way. It should be illegal to let me suffer instead of helping me. I can't tell you how bad this physical pain is and then mentally too. I wish I could have mercy.
Partial suspension or hypoglycemia method. I've experienced hypoglycemic episodes too many times to count so I know what to expect from it so I'm leaning towards that.
 
lv-nii

lv-nii

rotting
Jul 7, 2024
93
Firearm (pistol). I want something quickly and painless. I tried parcial suspension, but it's painful and the SI always attacks me
 
ohsosleepy

ohsosleepy

Member
Feb 9, 2026
14
SN when I finally get everything. If that fails, hanging is my backup plan.
 
Razboinik

Razboinik

Sleepy for eternal rest
Mar 13, 2026
2
The most likely winner is decapitation by train. I plan to get completely drunk, and lay my neck on the rails. It's the ideal sounding method for me when thinking of what's available in my region.
 
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weewillywoo

Member
Mar 14, 2026
16
Yup. Gonna be CO in a tent set-up in my garage. Have everything I need. Plan B, if the CO fails, or for some reason can't carry it out, is firearm. Have everything I need for that, too.
I've been debating the same, tent in my garage with maybe SN 25mg swallowed before getting into the tent

Are you venting the garage someway? I was thinking about leaving the widow open to make sure no one who finds me the next day is injured
 

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