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lifeinsequins

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Feb 8, 2025
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What would you prefer? My diaries are older and probably a bit depressing and they'd see all my weird suicide comments on forums and message boards.
 
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Luv (sic)

Luv (sic)

It's funny how the music put times in perspective,
Apr 14, 2025
38
What would you prefer? My diaries are older and probably a bit depressing and they'd see all my weird suicide comments on forums and message boards.
Ultimately I think itd do more harm then good keeping those things for them to find.
 
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hang in there

hang in there

get it, har har
Apr 17, 2025
200
Last time I was really obsessed with my privacy, I ripped up every notebook by hand because I didn't have a shredder and got rid of every photograph of myself and formatted all of my computers and broke off contact with every member of my family
But now I just don't care at all. No one gives a single fuck about my existence let alone my internal life or anything I have to say or think. No one checks up on me or pays attention when I try to interact or even considers me a fellow human being with any sort of personality or interests. I can leave all my shit exactly as is and it will just get thrown in the garbage without ever being looked at or read. I mean nothing to anyone and I am piece of trash #134545997593476093743 going in the landfill
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
884
I'm personally planning on leaving as much weird shit as possible to confuse/terrorise them. Fuck you Mom, enjoy CATBOYS.
 
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F@#$

Freedom seeker
Nov 8, 2023
990
I'm personally planning on leaving as much weird shit as possible to confuse/terrorise them. Fuck you Mom, enjoy CATBOYS.
Good plan. I may borrow the idea.
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Wizard
Apr 21, 2025
680
Id prolly delete it. Im not trying to hurt anybody. Im just trying to save me.
 
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bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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Hit the nuke button on everything, hard drives, all that shit.
I'm personally planning on leaving as much weird shit as possible to confuse/terrorise them. Fuck you Mom, enjoy CATBOYS.
I don't even know what that is but I'm already vaguely terrified 👀
 
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areyousafe??

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
467
I no longer keep diaries, but if I did I would rip them up and throw away the ripped pieces. I would also delete my internet history, and remove as much of my digital history as I can.

I don't want anyone feeling hurt or guilty after my death, so I don't write much about my family online, meaning I'm holding onto a lot of hurt and anger inside.

If I don't care how they will feel I would absolutely be honest, and keep all my feelings and opinions about them easy to find.
 
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L9my

L9my

They are hungover cause they're a stupid idiot
Nov 22, 2024
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Id say if it was me, i'd just delete the internet history. For me I want others to see the diaries, to see what i've written.
I'd even want them to see this sasu account to look through it and see what I truly think.
But I don't want to get sasu involved, I'm not becoming another bbc headline.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Warlock
Mar 15, 2025
720
Personally, I'm divided. Mostly I think "I don't care, whatever" but secondly to that, I wouldn't want them to be distressed thinking "if we had only known...". I think if I slip over the edge someday my state of mind will be to not care. Death ends it all, nothing after that matters once I'm finally thankfully outta here.
 
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JesiBel

JesiBel

protoTYPE:4rp14
Dec 5, 2024
779
I'd just delete all my web history and format my phone and PC, erasing everything. To protect this site. The only material thing I would get rid of is a notebook where I have written down all my passwords.

I will leave the writings, drawings and other things I have done, I prefer that they throw them away if they do not want them..

Maybe I don't want to disappear completely, it's funny.
 
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