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rlllyydepressed

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Like when I'm thinking about dying they're there too
 
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Unlucky777

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Dec 10, 2025
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Yeah when I was thinking about CBT last year around this time I was looking up all the celebs who CTBd

And that actually brought me a bit comfort. Not sure why. But it still does. Like "they're doing it also" IDK I feel less horrible about it when taking it into consideration
 
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coldworld

coldworld

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Dec 25, 2025
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yeah in a weird way
i guess it makes u feel less alone and crazy for ur decision
 
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violetforever

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it's both comforting and depressing to know that somebody who has "everything and more" doesn't feel much of a reason to be alive either.
 

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