Discussion Did you ever wish to be shot, stabbed or chocked rather than having to ctb yourself?

[Alisalyx]

I just don't want the responsibility and I don't want to decide

 

[LikeAPendulum]

You dont know the amount of times people have told me i'll go to hell if I commit suicide.

If its going to be like this, then so be it. Let me die to someone else than by my own hand.

 

[Meditation guide]

Every day of my life.

 

[sserafim]

Yup

 

[AshClouds]

no, I rather go on my own terms

 

[Praestat_Mori]

No, this is too cruel. I want a peaceful passing in any case.

 

[YandereMikuMistress]

Preferably by somone I love/care for

 

[conflagration]

I have fantasies about getting cancer.

 

[nicotine_goblin]

Many times. I'd usually have a scenario in my head, like if I were to be robbed at gun point I'd try to provoke them to get shot. Of course it may not work out like that irl due to SI but that's a fantasy I had

 

[CH349]

It'd be nice if I were to die from outside causes rather than my own hands. I'd imagine it'd feel a lot worse to those around me if they feel they could've done something about it.

 

[lockedrooftops]

All day, everyday.

 

[leavingsoon99]

No. I don't want to offed by someone else. I'd rather go by my own hand.

 

[itsraining]

yes

 

[ifeelsobad]

No because they would probably be a bad person and hurt me as much as they can. Not make it nice and easy

 

[luxsuircides]

i think being stabbed would be good for me.

 

[blackwidow92]

Yes I do, either that or be in some kind of accident or get terminally unwell. If I had access to a gun I would have shot myself in the head a long time ago.

 

[Duality]

No, all of these things are terrible. I have been strangled before and it is a terrible feeling, that panic as you can't breathe. It was way different from when I tried partial, even though the mechanism was the same. I would much rather die peacefully.

 

[Boudika]

No. I had no control over anything in my life. I want to at least have control over how I die.
No. I had no control over anything in my life. I want to at least have control over how I die.

 

[NeedAnEscape]

All the time. I just want it to be fast.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Rather go by my own hand than be at the mercy of someone else plus those ways don't necessarily mean it'll be quick either.

 

[Chronicoverwhelm]

Yes, all those things... every minute of every day.

 

[Manfrotto99]

I have a fantasy that I could save someone by sacrificing my life....preferably a child. Then my life would not have been a total useless waste- but its a selfish desire I guess.

 

[reallysleepy]

Yess. I wish someone else would give me a fast painless death. Like some random would shot me on the head on the streat

 

[princexhhn]

yes, all the time. i wish someone would pull a gun on me and shoot me dead. without even a second to think, ill be dead. perfect.
honestly, though, i dont want a stranger to do it. i mean its alright, but plus points if its a loved one. they get really pissed at me and just pull the trigger. or choke me to death. whatever works
id hate to be stabbed though… its painful.

 

[L0nely]

Many times.
It would be simply easier.
Can I do it myself and make it less painful? Yes. But do I have balls to do it? No.
If someone else did it - I wouldn't have a choice.

 

[g&hexmhn]

I know this is gonna sound weird (?) but I don't think I do. I like having to think that my death is under my control and that I can die when I want to and how I want to

 

[OreosAndDeath]

Personally I would love it if someone were to murder me, it'd be a lot easier than worrying about how suicides are perceived and the effect they have on people. On the other hand I'll be counted in the list of transgender people that were murdered on Trans Day of Remembrance and I'd hate to have people pretend they really care about us to make themselves feel better while doing nothing for us.

So I guess it's a fantasy I both want and don't want.

 

[Kokonoe]

Definitely. I over think my methods too much and get too scared. It'd be way easier if someone else killed me instead. Preferably my partner would kill me. I trust him, and honestly I would love to die by his hand.

 

[SMmetalhead36]

No, but I wouldn't really care if it did happen.

 

[ManByTheRiver]

I used to, seemed the easier option, but why would I want to surrender even my death to others, outside of my control?