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Venting Did a bit of SH again... still feeling bad. Just want to CTB

SMxj9

SMxj9

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Mar 28, 2026
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I just did like 20 or 30 "cat scratches" on my arm. I feel so tired thinking about doing a will and organizing other things before i CTB (and i'm not even sure that i'll do it). If things were already organized and done, like a will, maybe i would be free to thing more about ingesting SN and doing the protocol to CTB without thinking a lot. i'm done with living with PSSD and depression for so long.

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