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purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
:halo: Hi Everyone,

i know i'm all over the place here trying desperately to figure out how to do it...
So after reading a bit and juggling ideas from you all and on my own...
I keep wondering about this "Suicide Tree" Pong seed idea...

Here's an article (sad but we all have a story of why)...

https://privatelabresults.com/pong-pong-seeds-deadly/

My question for you all is How or Where can i order / buy this Pong seed??

I'm assuming i cannot just go to a garden store and ask for a suicide tree...

? i apologize i'm not very good at logistics... Please can anyone help me (or anyone) with how to find this Pong seed please?

Thank you
:halo:
 
Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
@woxihuanni can you help out here with your knowledge?
 
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Roger

Roger

I Liked Ike
May 11, 2019
972
"Causes a slow, painful death"

Great idea.

You can't go wrong with Pong.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
Concur 100%. If the docs figure it out, they can give you DigiFab that acts as a very effective antidote. If they don't, your low heart rate will cause them to start external cardiac pacing to maintain a steady rate. Look up external pacing and see if it's something you really want done.

Lastly, for reasons uncertain, your jaw will have INTENSE pain for a long time.

Find a better way, even though pong seeds are easily obtained.
 
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purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
:halo: Hi Everyone,

i know i'm all over the place here trying desperately to figure out how to do it...
So after reading a bit and juggling ideas from you all and on my own...
I keep wondering about this "Suicide Tree" Pong seed idea...

Here's an article (sad but we all have a story of why)...

https://privatelabresults.com/pong-pong-seeds-deadly/

My question for you all is How or Where can i order / buy this Pong seed??

I'm assuming i cannot just go to a garden store and ask for a suicide tree...

? i apologize i'm not very good at logistics... Please can anyone help me (or anyone) with how to find this Pong seed please?

Thank you
:halo:

i'm going to answer my own question Lol
I just found a 2018 thread about Pong Pong seeds...

I'm hoping to order like 8 on Ebay. Of course i need to have an address first to receive them ... never been without a home before...

Anyway, i don't care anymore if it hurts a bit (still better than being eaten by sharks right?) as it would be less than 8 hours of suffering.

i think... ?
 
k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,547
Last I checked, they were all over eBay. Sounds like a nasty way to go, though.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
i'm going to answer my own question Lol
I just found a 2018 thread about Pong Pong seeds...

I'm hoping to order like 8 on Ebay. Of course i need to have an address first to receive them ... never been without a home before...

Anyway, i don't care anymore if it hurts a bit (still better than being eaten by sharks right?) as it would be less than 8 hours of suffering.

i think... ?
Can you share the link you found??
 
purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
Can you share the link you found??

i don't have it except what's on the 2018 thread here... i'm new at this, sorry...
Concur 100%. If the docs figure it out, they can give you DigiFab that acts as a very effective antidote. If they don't, your low heart rate will cause them to start external cardiac pacing to maintain a steady rate. Look up external pacing and see if it's something you really want done.

Lastly, for reasons uncertain, your jaw will have INTENSE pain for a long time.

Find a better way, even though pong seeds are easily obtained.

Thank you Tower Upright...
Kind of you... I will make sure i'm "out of town" to anyone who might interrupt...
I think it might take a couple weeks for me to receive it plus i have to pay for a mailbox first... so i will be around a bit longer

Jaw pain sounds difficult, but my life is a million times harder.
 
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TowerUpright

TowerUpright

Disillusioned
May 26, 2019
602
i don't have it except what's on the 2018 thread here... i'm new at this, sorry...


Thank you Tower Upright...
Kind of you... I will make sure i'm "out of town" to anyone who might interrupt...
I think it might take a couple weeks for me to receive it plus i have to pay for a mailbox first... so i will be around a bit longer

Jaw pain sounds difficult, but my life is a million times harder.
I'm not encouraging you, but preemptive ibuprofen at a hospital-grade dose might help mitigate the jaw pain.

I'm not a pro-lifer by any means. But if this is the decision you've made, I'd strongly suggest a different method.
 
purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
Sep 22, 2019
394
I'm not encouraging you, but preemptive ibuprofen at a hospital-grade dose might help mitigate the jaw pain.

I'm not a pro-lifer by any means. But if this is the decision you've made, I'd strongly suggest a different method.

Thank you i appreciate it. I just want something guaranteed and fool proof (i'm the fool who makes mistakes)...

apparently it really will be around 2 weeks ish with delivery time from Ebay anyway.

i'm worried i will cave in to the dehydration idea and drink water due primitive instinct to overcome physical discomfort but with this there's nothing i can do basically once i ingest a few after making a crushed paste. i'm ordering extra if i fail the first time.

I won't call for help because i already know how incredible it is to die and leave this planet and physical realm (Nde years ago absolutely amazing)...

i like the ibuprofen idea, maybe i will get liquid gel ones.

if it weren't for my death experience years ago and my life review with God & Jesus i would probably be scared like most people understandably. But i was told and showed things that reassured me i will never go to hell, and my nde was an inadvertent suicide. demons may chase me but Jesus will save me, and i don't mind if you all don't believe but i know at least for me personally i was only chastised for trying to escape my 'job' on this crazy planet. All they can do is keep sending me back, Lol.

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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,298
@woxihuanni can you help out here with your knowledge?

I can if I actually receive my seeds, everything seems to be on the way forever. But really, I think it's best to shop after the seeking is over and you're decided.
 

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