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Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
661
Did you sign for the package when you received it? If not, how do they know it was delivered to you directly? No signature, no case. I know cops are dumb, but unless they were using it as a scare tactic, doubt the feds would show a real "list with other names and addresses and dates."

"they said the package shouldn't have made it's way past customs in florida"

Are you around Florida? If so, that means DHS and NYPD flew there just to talk to you, that's wild. If you're In NY or the Northeast in general, international packages almost always go through customs in Queens NY. Did they mention SN by name?
 
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Soutaiseiriron

Soutaiseiriron

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
158
R u in the UK or US?
U.S.

Could you share what they said and what kind of questions they asked?
They just asked me to give them information about my purchase, and they said it was fully voluntary and I didn't have to tell them anything. They also just told me about services I could use to cope with depression and get help.
 
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sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
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i'm new to a lot of this, so please forgive this stupid question. what strength does sn need to be? is stuff that's available on amazon and walmart not the right grade? i'm sorry, but i'm just now finding out about this method so i have a lot of questions. i'm also having a hard time with a lot of the acronyms. i don't understand what a lot of them mean. i honestly just thought i could swallow all my xanax and be done with it.
what you buy off amazon and walmart is not pure enough, it's very risky relying on those. all of the information you require is on this forum, there are a few threads about SN already and a very good guide. if you can use the search bar, try doing some research, there's also a thread that explains some basic terms people on here use. here's a good thread explaining acronyms: Acronyms 2022
death seems like it should be easy, but the ideal death is actually a bit harder to achieve. even jumping off a tall building won't guarantee death, many people survive those falls and up in worse situations than before.
Did you sign for the package when you received it? If not, how do they know it was delivered to you directly? No signature, no case. I know cops are dumb, but unless they were using it as a scare tactic, doubt the feds would show a real "list with other names and addresses and dates."

"they said the package shouldn't have made it's way past customs in florida"

Are you around Florida? If so, that means DHS and NYPD flew there just to talk to you, that's wild. If you're In NY or the Northeast in general, international packages almost always go through customs in Queens NY. Did they mention SN by name?
i didn't sign for any package. everything that comes in to the US is tracked. they said it came through florida through ukraine, and i'm assuming they're keeping a close eye on that for other reasons. they had a paper in their hands with what looked like a excel spread sheet of names and addresses and phone numbers and dates and the name of the seller. they didn't present it to me to read, they were looking at it and it was in obvious view, so i was able to read most of the information relevant to me.
i am not in florida. i am in nyc. i was told by them that it got through florida, i don't have any information to confirm or deny that statement myself. they did mention SN by name and stated all it's uses.
i'm answering what i can while still trying to keep some information private. thank you for understanding. feel free to ask any more lingering questions. my goal is just to keep others safe and to prepare them for a situation like this. it can be scary if you're not expecting it or are unfamiliar with talking to people in this manner.
 
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Mooncry

Mooncry

delulu girlfailure
Sep 11, 2024
392
@sweetcreep @Soutaiseiriron

Did either of you go through WhatsApp for your order? I'm wondering if maybe they got a search warrant and found people in DMC's contacts. WhatsApp works with law enforcement and will give out certain information in emergency situations.
 
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sweetcreep

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Jul 21, 2024
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@sweetcreep @Soutaiseiriron

Did either of you go through WhatsApp for your order? I'm wondering if maybe they got a search warrant and found people in DMC's contacts. WhatsApp works with law enforcement and will give out certain information in emergency situations.
i do use whatsapp, not often. but that would not surprise me. good thinking.
 
strawberryshark

strawberryshark

Member
May 17, 2026
8
what you buy off amazon and walmart is not pure enough, it's very risky relying on those. all of the information you require is on this forum, there are a few threads about SN already and a very good guide. if you can use the search bar, try doing some research, there's also a thread that explains some basic terms people on here use. here's a good thread explaining acronyms: Acronyms 2022
death seems like it should be easy, but the ideal death is actually a bit harder to achieve. even jumping off a tall building won't guarantee death, many people survive those falls and up in worse situations than before.

i didn't sign for any package. everything that comes in to the US is tracked. they said it came through florida through ukraine, and i'm assuming they're keeping a close eye on that for other reasons. they had a paper in their hands with what looked like a excel spread sheet of names and addresses and phone numbers and dates and the name of the seller. they didn't present it to me to read, they were looking at it and it was in obvious view, so i was able to read most of the information relevant to me.
i am not in florida. i am in nyc. i was told by them that it got through florida, i don't have any information to confirm or deny that statement myself. they did mention SN by name and stated all it's uses.
i'm answering what i can while still trying to keep some information private. thank you for understanding. feel free to ask any more lingering questions. my goal is just to keep others safe and to prepare them for a situation like this. it can be scary if you're not expecting it or are unfamiliar with talking to people in this manner.
thank you for the acronym link. i understand most of those, but i was looking for a key for site specific acronyms. like pph, psh, and fsh. even after going around the site, i'm still not sure what those mean. it's like everyone is talking in a secret code. something that i realize is probably necessary due to the nature of the discussions. but it's hard to get get educated on a topic when you just see the middle of conversations when it feels like everyone except you knows what's being spoken about.
 
sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
236
thank you for the acronym link. i understand most of those, but i was looking for a key for site specific acronyms. like pph, psh, and fsh. even after going around the site, i'm still not sure what those mean. it's like everyone is talking in a secret code. something that i realize is probably necessary due to the nature of the discussions. but it's hard to get get educated on a topic when you just see the middle of conversations when it feels like everyone except you knows what's being spoken about.
i can answer for one, pph is the peaceful pill handbook. there's a thread that's pinned at the top with it. it's something most people on here have read. and yes, people here do talk in code in order to keep resources safe. asking questions is good, most are willing to educate if you're willing to learn. it'll take some time though since your sign up date is so new, people here need to be able to trust you.
 
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Soutaiseiriron

Clueless
Apr 5, 2023
158
Did either of you go through WhatsApp for your order? I'm wondering if maybe they got a search warrant and found people in DMC's contacts. WhatsApp works with law enforcement and will give out certain information in emergency situations.
Yes, I used WhatsApp, but the detective asked me to provide screenshots of my messages on WhatsApp.
 
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coolcow1289

Member
Mar 17, 2026
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This is so funny to me. You just gotta ramble about how you're getting really into making your own homemade sausages. That's why you need it, to cure them. See if you could sell them on that.
 
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E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
64
Can't you just say "no thank you" and close the door ? If they have no warrant and you didn't do anything illegal, you have no obligation to talk right ?
 
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sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
236
Can't you just say "no thank you" and close the door ? If they have no warrant and you didn't do anything illegal, you have no obligation to talk right ?
you can for sure. i wasn't sure what it was about. it could have been about something else that's personal.
 
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Spit On My Grave

Spit On My Grave
Apr 7, 2026
89
Can't you just say "no thank you" and close the door ? If they have no warrant and you didn't do anything illegal, you have no obligation to talk right ?
They have the right to break their door if they have valid exceptions
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
661
Can't you just say "no thank you" and close the door ? If they have no warrant and you didn't do anything illegal, you have no obligation to talk right ?
Yes you definitely can tell them to leave. Somehow OP invited them in and let them just talk for whole 40 mins without saying anything. There's a lot of anomalies in the story. For one, OP claims they had a list of names, don't you think DHS is going to match that list to people they recently questioned to the usernames that posted to this site about DHS questioning them. :pfff: If OP ordered that package from an international vendor it would have it would have gone through customs in Queens NY and not "Florida". I will say the cops could be saying a different port of entry to each person they question to easily match up who is talking about them being questioned.
 
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strawberryshark

strawberryshark

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May 17, 2026
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i can answer for one, pph is the peaceful pill handbook. there's a thread that's pinned at the top with it. it's something most people on here have read. and yes, people here do talk in code in order to keep resources safe. asking questions is good, most are willing to educate if you're willing to learn. it'll take some time though since your sign up date is so new, people here need to be able to trust you.
yes, i realize that there's a degree of trust that must be established. i will keep navigating around and try to find the answers, but i'm sure that will just lead to more questions. i'm definitely willing to learn. i started checking out the peaceful pill handbook. i recently made the mistake of downloading the lowe's app to look up rope prices. now i'm getting emails asking, "did you forget something?" which just makes me think, "thanks for encouraging me to kms." though i've been thinking about doing this for years, i only recently heard about this site and everything is so new to me. i just thought i could swallow all my pills. now i'm finding out that may not be the case. it's confusing.
 
sweetcreep

sweetcreep

reincarnating as a worm
Jul 21, 2024
236
Yes you definitely can tell them to leave. Somehow OP invited them in and let them just talk for whole 40 mins without saying anything. There's a lot of anomalies in the story. For one, OP claims they had a list of names, don't you think DHS is going to match that list to people they recently questioned to the usernames that posted to this site about DHS questioning them. :pfff: If OP ordered that package from an international vendor it would have it would have gone through customs in Queens NY and not "Florida". I will say the cops could be saying a different port of entry to each person they question to easily match up who is talking about them being questioned.
i have no reason to lie about any of this but okay. i'm just relaying information for the safety of others. your attitude is really strange.
 
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Buckley

New Member
May 13, 2026
4
Thanks for the head's up.

Amazon sellers are selling SN. Not sure if right %?
I'm in Kentucky just saw I can buy 98% SN from chemical companies apx $40 for SN & 80 for shipping.
 
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isthisthingon

Member
May 16, 2026
93
I'm in Kentucky just saw I can buy 98% SN from chemical companies apx $40 for SN & 80 for shipping.
If you have actually found some, once you go through the checkout process you'll probably find the hurdles. It may require an approved business address or some kind of purchase ID.
 

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