Desperate to go

[purplesky9]

. I'm in a really bad financial situation. I'm about to lose my job and I'm not going to qualify for a benefit so I will have no way to support myself. I am really desperate to find a way out of this situation. I am going to have to make a difficult decision tomorrow and I have no idea what to do. I don't know how I ended up messing my life up so badly. Now my family's life will be effected too because of a really stupid decision I made. They don't deserve to suffer because of me. I really wish I had a way to end it but I don't have any options but to go on suffering.