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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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I just laid around on the couch all day and slept. I tried to play Animal Crossing to engage with *something*, but stopped after 20 minutes and went back to sleep. I managed to get up for a minute and grabbed a protein bar to eat, at least. I also had to go for a drive in the late afternoon; I was so exhausted that simply holding the steering wheel was tiring.

I had things I needed to do today and couldn't even start most of it. It's been hard to even really think today. My head is stuffed with cotton.

I know I'm bitching here, but it's so frustrating. I feel like a gross, lazy slob.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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Don't feel bad about feeling lazy when you're depressed. It's a common symptom for depression and perfectly normal. It can be a negative spiral, but you will break it if you defeat your depression. It's absolutely not easy, but it's definitely possible.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Don't feel bad about feeling lazy when you're depressed. It's a common symptom for depression and perfectly normal. It can be a negative spiral, but you will break it if you defeat your depression. It's absolutely not easy, but it's definitely possible.
True...but people are expecting so much more out of me, which causes me to feel worse.
 
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randomz

randomz

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Nov 4, 2019
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I feel the same way. Everything seems to take so much of your energy when you are depressed....It's hell.
 
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FusRohDracarys

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Mar 31, 2020
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I relate all too well. I've been sleeping like 12 hours consistently for over a month now. Depression sucks.
 
lotus11

lotus11

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May 18, 2019
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dude sameee, Its 4.30 pm in the afternoon and I'm still in bed in my pj's.
 

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