Venting Depression and weight gain

[Lady_V]

I've gained 20lbs (9.07kg) in like 2 months. I feel so fucking ugly I can't even look at myself. Lost 2 lbs this week because I've been sick from addiction issues, and it makes me still feel slightly better. I'm scared I'll never be thin again.

 

[bipolar22]

I been loosing weight from 110 to 85 and now back to 93 due to not caring. Dont have the nerve to restrict again either. I alway end up undereating some nutrient and get very sick unless I meticulously measure. Its almost not worth it

 

[antithesis]

Damn, 9kg in 2 months is significant. Sending you all my strength ♥
I find it hard to take care of myself or my space when depressed. It always reflects on the body. ED's and depression often go hand in hand too, either by over or undereating (I am guilty of the latter).
You feel comfortable tracking what you eat on apps like Yazio? They've helped me track my kcal and macronutrients to make sure I was eating enough.