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burninghill

burninghill

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Dec 2, 2025
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I feel so disgusting.

Every single one of my teeth is bad, I've spoken about it before. I grew up with shitty, underdeveloped enamel and a complicated, 16mm overbite. I smashed out several of my adult teeth when I was younger and overall it's been a pretty shitty uh… oral experience.

There's a dental school by me that just started offering places that are free under the NHS (there are no private dentists near me anymore, meaning they are all private and very expensive).

I'm just terrified of my family or anybody else knowing the state of my teeth. They look fine mostly if you're just telling to me day to day, but they're really not. Most of them have dark spots and they're all very sensitive. They're rotting from the inside out. I wish I could pull them all out and replace them with plastic

My teeth are one of the main reasons I'm suicidal, I've struggled with them all my life and it feels like a losing battle.

This whole thing is making me sick. My teeth are one of my biggest triggers, I think I might just kill myself on Monday and get it over with. Or I'll just cancel the appointment and hope I don't regret it and kill myself later.
 
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Sorry you feel so bad. I'm happy for you that one of your main reasons for feeling suicidal is fixable though.
 
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i hope you can go to that dentist appointment instead of cancel it. even if you kill yourself afterwards, it seems like it would bring you peace of mind. i've always been self conscious about my crooked front teeth.
 
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