deciding how i will do this with the options i have

[violetforever]

hanging is probably my best option. i just dont really have anywhere to do it. in my room of course but my only worry is that my youngest sister could be the one to find me. i dont care about traumatizing anyone in my family except her since shes a child and i care about her so much for that reason.

if i really choose the train then thats gonna take some planning. i live right near a train but i might need to wait until i get a car to drive and find a spot. id like to just sit near the train a couple times to get a feel for it.

im so limited in options since i dont live alone or have a car. never even considered the popular choice of SN with my circumstances. im clueless about things like that anyway.

 

[imontheloose]

You have to weigh up how badly you want to die and how much you wish not to inflict harm on others. Almost all suicides cause the latter, albeit limited and cynical in how they mourn, but if your urge to die is truly strong enough, you'd simply be overpowered by it in comparison to the urge to protect.

You sound like you have some pondering to do about whether you really want it to end.

 

[sshine]

You could wait until she goes to school, if she attends. But it is not perfect. A hotel or forest works better.

 

[violetforever]

You have to weigh up how badly you want to die and how much you wish not to inflict harm on others. Almost all suicides cause the latter, albeit limited and cynical in how they mourn, but if your urge to die is truly strong enough, you'd simply be overpowered by it in comparison to the urge to protect.

You sound like you have some pondering to do about whether you really want it to end.

yeah but like i said i could always just do the train to not even have to consider that possibility. im not worried about my suicide hurting anyone except in that one way i mentioned which might not even happen. no more wondering, just focusing on planning everything out. thx.

You could wait until she goes to school, if she attends. But it is not perfect. A hotel or forest works better.

ur right. i think it wont be as much of an issue as im imagining.

 

[imontheloose]

yeah but like i said i could always just do the train to not even have to consider that possibility. im not worried about my suicide hurting anyone except in that one way i mentioned which might not even happen. no more wondering, just focusing on planning everything out. thx.

If you can stomach it then go ahead tbh. I simply couldn't bring myself to die by train decapitation. I am well aware my SI would prevent it, so I never considered it.

 

[Terrible_Life]

Hi, I am so sorry that you suffered so much in life and now you're at this point .
If you want to ctb by hanging then test your anchor point carefully before your attempt and also you mentioned you don't live alone , when do you plan to ctb if I may ask because when you do it by hanging you will make noises which can be heard so definitely make sure you're alone. The experts here on sasu say that with hanging the person should be alone for at least 30 min until he will die.

 

[violetforever]

Hi, I am so sorry that you suffered so much in life and now you're at this point .
If you want to ctb by hanging then test your anchor point carefully before your attempt and also you mentioned you don't live alone , when do you plan to ctb if I may ask because when you do it by hanging you will make noises which can be heard so definitely make sure you're alone. The experts here on sasu say that with hanging the person should be alone for at least 30 min until he will die

thank u for the kind words and advice <3 im still in the process of working out a plan. i might not even hang myself in my home for the reason that i dont have many opportunities to be alone. it might be too risky.