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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
623
My favourite death fantasies

1) I go to SA or Mexico, buy some N (I know - it is a dream, right?) and have a lovely last evening watching the sunset over the sea before a peaceful exit, alone.

2) I win the lottery. I pay a hitman (a competent marksman) to take me out at sometime over the next few days.

3) I hire a very old vintage car and rent a garage for a day and lie down in the back (won't describe the other details) chilling out with some music.

4) I befriend a heroin addict and trust them enough to score me a massive amount. It's a 'trainspotting sinking into the ground' death.

5) I'm fucking someone on the top of a very tall building and we just get carried away.

6) I break into a vets and steal some N, take it before I am arrested.
 
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samsara_96

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Sep 27, 2022
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1. Go on a trip to Hokkaido or Yakutsk (or any other cold part of Japan and Russia) rent a boat after a week of travel; and then take some deadly drugs or salts; and then jump into the ocean right before I start to lose my consciousness.

2. Rent a mountain house and try the carbon monoxide poisoning method.

3. Join a revolutionary group and die fighting for a political cause.

4. Starve myself to death in a quiet forest.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
623
Oh I like no 3. To die for a cause. That's so romantic.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Having the option of Nembutal is what I personally wish for, it would be such a relief knowing that I could just peacefully fall into an eternal sleep with all future unnecessary suffering prevented, sadly such a thing is too good to be true.
 
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SmollMushroom

SmollMushroom

send N pls
Sep 27, 2023
405
Death by Snu Snu.
 
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darkenmydoorstep

darkenmydoorstep

Not Waving But Browned Off….
Sep 27, 2023
623
Having the option of Nembutal is what I personally wish for, it would be such a relief knowing that I could just peacefully fall into an eternal sleep with all future unnecessary suffering prevented, sadly such a thing is too good to be true.
Same. It's cruel it is available yet denied us.
 

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