To me existence is certainly something so harmful, I see existence as an abomination that causes all this cruelty and suffering until all is gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and there's just so much suffering and so much harm in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I see it as so harmful to be burdened with this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I'd just always prefer to not exist no matter what than suffer all for the sake of it. I could just never see a point to any of this rather to me existence just feels like the most terrible mistake and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing, I see existence as something so futile, it's just waiting to die anyway, it's just suffering that was completely unnecessary that there was never a need for at all, and more than anything I wish this existence was never imposed, the fact that this existence was imposed is the most terrible tragedy to me.