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atlanticus0_0
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- Oct 3, 2025
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im so scared of eternal suffering.
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fentanylI hope you find peace.
What's your method?
We're already in hell. Atleast we can be amongst ourselves in the afterlife, with all the disappointments, misfits and letdowns. But i also don't wish death upon anyone ever. Either way, i hope @atnalticus0_0 finds peace.You're hearing voices, right? You should really reconsider and tell someone about this. Suicide is a very serious and permanent choice, and you really shouldn't make it ever, especially if you're not in the right headspace.
This is a bit presumptuous—so correct me if I'm wrong—but you believe in the afterlife, right? Otherwise nothing is "eternal." If you believe in heaven and hell, you should know that committing suicide would land you in hell, should either exist in the first place. If you really think you're going to experience eternal suffering either way—I promise, you won't—what's the difference if you just wait and tell somebody?
In any case, I hope you're okay and find peace.
im too scared to tell anyone in case they put me in hospitalYou're hearing voices, right? You should really reconsider and tell someone about this. Suicide is a very serious and permanent choice, and you really shouldn't make it ever, especially if you're not in the right headspace.
This is a bit presumptuous—so correct me if I'm wrong—but you believe in the afterlife, right? Otherwise nothing is "eternal." If you believe in heaven and hell, you should know that committing suicide would land you in hell, should either exist in the first place. If you really think you're going to experience eternal suffering either way—I promise, you won't—what's the difference if you just wait and tell somebody?
In any case, I hope you're okay and find peace.
im smoking fentanyl in a park at nightHope it's going to be a smooth transition. I'll join you soon.
Would you mind going into more detail about your method? I want to use Fentanyl to ctb too. Either boofing or IV (i have to learn how to do both)