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animetal

animetal

a confession, a cadaver
May 8, 2023
91
Thinking of ctb on new years. I wanted to wait until i could somehow obtain sn but not sure how i would get it. My heart just feels really heavy right now and i cant do this anymore. Everything he told me was a lie and i wasted three months this whole time he was talking to his ex. Everytime i want things to get better they just never do. I really have noone people just hurt me throughout my whole life. Ill feel at peace when im finally gone.
 
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Ekim

Ekim

the healer has the bloodiest hands
Dec 2, 2025
12
I cant say I understand you because I was never in your shoes but I'm so sorry that it made you feel this way and just do what your heart tells you there is nothing wrong in doing this but think twice before attempting anything my warmest hugs for you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,025
I hope you find the relief from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.
 

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