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aurevoir

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Mar 21, 2026
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Filled up my tank and I'm driving til i run out of gas, then CTB. See y'all on the other side! Hope you find some peace.
 
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geepeedee

geepeedee

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Feb 24, 2026
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hope you find some peace too
 
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I can see the light

Beautiful Remains
Jan 21, 2026
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Good luck and I hope you will find the peace you deserve
 
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_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
67
I hope you find peace in whatever comes next 🫂
 
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theDunce

theDunce

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Feb 18, 2026
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Best of luck and hope it goes well. If you change your mind then life still awaits you. If not, then rest in peace.
 
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wreckedbeyondrepair

wreckedbeyondrepair

"Everything I never want to lose is always lost."
Mar 25, 2026
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I wish you luck and peace.
 
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Catchthebusnow

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Mar 20, 2026
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Good luck I hope you find the peace you're seeking!
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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good luck, I hope you find peace ❤️‍🩹
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,729
I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Matchaaa

Matchaaa

Please excuse any tone misunderstandings,thank you
Dec 10, 2025
162
I hope you find the peace and relief you are looking for.
Good luck.
 
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raemysteryO

raemysteryO

𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯
Feb 8, 2026
54
Best of luck. Hope you find peace 🤍
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
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I wish you all the best on your final journey 🌈💛
 
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aurevoir

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Mar 21, 2026
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Filled up my tank and I'm driving til i run out of gas, then CTB. See y'all on the other side! Hope you find some peace.
it didnt fking work. I tried 5 different times and I just couldnt get it tight enough. On to plan B. I just hope no one else gets hurt but I cant think too hard on it or I wont go through with it and I need out. Im so fking pathetic cant even CTB right. Im pissed but trying again tonight.
 
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maketner

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Jun 11, 2025
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it didnt fking work. I tried 5 different times and I just couldnt get it tight enough. On to plan B. I just hope no one else gets hurt but I cant think too hard on it or I wont go through with it and I need out. Im so fking pathetic cant even CTB right. Im pissed but trying again tonight.
What is your method? May I ask?
 
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aurevoir

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Mar 21, 2026
30
What is your method? May I ask?
It was strangulation but i wasnt hitting the sweet spot right and couldnt get it to cinch tight enough. I dont wanna share plan B but its a bit more reckless
 
Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,403
it didnt fking work. I tried 5 different times and I just couldnt get it tight enough. On to plan B. I just hope no one else gets hurt but I cant think too hard on it or I wont go through with it and I need out. Im so fking pathetic cant even CTB right. Im pissed but trying again tonight.
Please don't stress yourself out and do the wrong things. Maybe you should just calm down and wait, my friend.
 
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aurevoir

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Mar 21, 2026
30
Please don't stress yourself out and do the wrong things. Maybe you should just calm down and wait, my friend.
I appreciate the concern but I'm done waiting. I finally gave all my shit away and committed to this 100% but my dumbass didnt make sure the act was secure. I know it would be okay if I changed my mind, thats not the issue. The issue is I havent changed my mind but my plan fell through. Now I've gotten take a more violent approach.
 
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Sunset Limited

Sunset Limited

I believe in Sunset Limited
Jul 29, 2019
1,403
I appreciate the concern but I'm done waiting. I finally gave all my shit away and committed to this 100% but my dumbass didnt make sure the act was secure. I know it would be okay if I changed my mind, thats not the issue. The issue is I havent changed my mind but my plan fell through. Now I've gotten take a more violent approach.
I wish you luck, my friend.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
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Im not sure where you are for certain in genreal and I know im to late,, but mabye we can talk someday in some other place,, who knows mabye there is an afterlife,, no matter what its hard to see these ctb posts, godspeed,, you deserve your peace, and I can only imagine the weight you've been carrying alone...
 
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maketner

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Jun 11, 2025
38
It was strangulation but i wasnt hitting the sweet spot right and couldnt get it to cinch tight enough. I dont wanna share plan B but its a bit more reckless
Concerned for you and wishing you rest.
 
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