ctb tomorrow

[39hatsune]

im done . im laying my head on the tracks tomorrow i dont care about anyone or anything anymore. how could i after all thats happened? i wanted to use sn, it seemed like a better way to go. however i dont have access to it and i cant wait any longer. i hate this life and all the happy moments arent happy anymore. im sorry to my pets, thats it. but theyll be fine without me. i wasnt on this site for long but it really did help for a while. thank you

 

[ipmanwc0]

Good luck, don't be seen don't do it on a straight stretch

 

[39hatsune]

Good luck, don't be seen don't do it on a straight stretch

thank you, no one really comes around those tracks so i think ill be fine

Good luck, don't be seen don't do it on a straight stretch

why cant it be straight ?

 

[Heraskov]

thank you, no one really comes around those tracks so i think ill be fine

why cant it be straight ?

I assume it's because the train conductor would spot a person on straight tracks quicker, which could lead to the train stopping. Meanwhile, if they're coming around a curve, they won't be able to see as far ahead.

 

[Xi-Xi]

I assume it's because the train conductor would spot a person on straight tracks quicker, which could lead to the train stopping. Meanwhile, if they're coming around a curve, they won't be able to see as far ahead.

Trains take miles to stop, he gets decapitated either way

 

[39hatsune]

I assume it's because the train conductor would spot a person on straight tracks quicker, which could lead to the train stopping. Meanwhile, if they're coming around a curve, they won't be able to see as far ahead.

unfortunately these tracks are straight. i still want to try though, im really tired . my only worry is that somehow ill survive and be left really disabled or something

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[39hatsune]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best

thank you

 

[Xi-Xi]

I hope to see you in the afterlife, orm.. Nothingness... Or whatever's up there

 

[darksouls]

peace to you

 

[peacecomingsoon]

Wishing you peace and only the best. Know that if it doesn't feel right, you can always wait a little longer. I too understand the feeling of not being able to wait anymore and not caring about anything. I try to remind myself that ctb is permanent though, eternal peace, and that it is not a decision to take lightly or rush, no matter how desperate I am. I really hope you find peace.

 

[Terrible_Life]

im done . im laying my head on the tracks tomorrow i dont care about anyone or anything anymore. how could i after all thats happened? i wanted to use sn, it seemed like a better way to go. however i dont have access to it and i cant wait any longer. i hate this life and all the happy moments arent happy anymore. im sorry to my pets, thats it. but theyll be fine without me. i wasnt on this site for long but it really did help for a while. thank you

I am so sorry:( I am in an equal place my life is nothing but pain and this pain is unbearable so I also wanna ctb asap now.
Is your si also getting less and less the more you suffer every day?

 

[ForeverSubhuman]

I'm sorry man. If you do I hope you find peace.

 

[39hatsune]

Wishing you peace and only the best. Know that if it doesn't feel right, you can always wait a little longer. I too understand the feeling of not being able to wait anymore and not caring about anything. I try to remind myself that ctb is permanent though, eternal peace, and that it is not a decision to take lightly or rush, no matter how desperate I am. I really hope you find peace.

thank you

I am so sorry:( I am in an equal place my life is nothing but pain and this pain is unbearable so I also wanna ctb asap now.
Is your si also getting less and less the more you suffer every day?

thank you and im sorry about your situation too
yeah, its like the more that happens, the less i care
not that i did much in the first place anyway

 

[dalemar]

I wish you all the best, i hope you find peace!

 

[LastLightFade...]

May you rest in peace if you succeeded.

 

[39hatsune]

May you rest in peace if you succeeded.

thank you, however im still here

 

[LastLightFade...]

thank you, however im still here

Not sure if that's a good thing or not, is it fine if I ask if you backed out or didn't succeed? Either is fine you're not a coward if you back out I've backed out quite a few times before reaching death.

 

[39hatsune]

Not sure if that's a good thing or not, is it fine if I ask if you backed out or didn't succeed? Either is fine you're not a coward if you back out I've backed out quite a few times before reaching death.

i didn't get the opportunity to go, and i sorta calmed down a bit after a while and settled on sn instead

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

i didn't get the opportunity to go, and i sorta calmed down a bit after a while and settled on sn instead

Ok, well, if you've calmed down, no need to be in a rush to go .

 

[woofwag]

Wishing you peace make sure this method is what you truly want, because if you move at the last second you could suffer a painful death. I hope you can relieve your suffering

 

[LastLightFade...]

i didn't get the opportunity to go, and i sorta calmed down a bit after a while and settled on sn instead

I guess that's good, you shouldn't try to do things impulsively. I know you can't help it sometimes, but I suggest giving yourself time before making a big decision, not that I'm telling you what to do, I just prefer people to be in a sane state rather than killing themselves out of impulse. I suggest doing it as a last resort.

 

[dejaentendu]

i'm really sorry. if that's what you truly wish for, I hope you find peace in the afterlife. if you even have a slight hint of doubt, I'm always here to help/chat.

 

[39hatsune]

Wishing you peace make sure this method is what you truly want, because if you move at the last second you could suffer a painful death. I hope you can relieve your suffering

thank you! that's exactly why i decided against it, id rather use sn

i'm really sorry. if that's what you truly wish for, I hope you find peace in the afterlife. if you even have a slight hint of doubt, I'm always here to help/chat.

thank you so much, you too!