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cloud;.

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Oct 16, 2025
46
I have finally planned a date to CTB, it'll be the 28th Of November (everything going as planned anyway) .. I just wanted to reach out to you guys. I don't really know what to do or how to properly prepare myself to do it, do i write goodbye letters or do i just leave everyone wondering why? i also decided to do the night night method, although i did want to do the SN but like its so hard to get where i live... should i wipe my pc? my phone? give everything away? i dont know.... i dont want people to catch onto what im gonna do but i also would prefer there to not be a trace of my horrible existance.
 
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eternalpace

Member
Oct 18, 2025
52
Personally, don't be so determined to CTB on a specific date... because there's a decent chance that things won't go according to plan. When I set a date and failed, it made things even worse. I read that the majority of suicides don't have a letter left behind, but I have still written one. I've uploaded a note to an online server... and I will leave behind a link to it. That lets me make updates to the note until the very last minute. I won't bother deleting my devices or the cloud... Even deleted material can often be recovered... and there's nothing on my devices that I'm overly concerned about. If someone wants to resurface my Google searches, emails, or innocuous things like my grocery list, then so be it. The last time around, I gave away all of my stuff. This time, I'll leave behind my clothes, furniture, and car for my family (mainly my sister) to do with as they want.
 

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