Venting CTB on birthday

[mr-ant-tennas]

I give up. I was foolish in thinking I could live. I can't, my only option is to die or detransition. I don't wanna detransition so I'll choose my death.

I wanted to complete my transition. I wanted to get a regular job. I wanted to get married. Now all of them will be impossible for me as I'll die on the next month. Planning my protocol as I speak. Maybe I'll treat myself to a nice meal on my birthday, and the next day I'll work on my KN protocol. I was never meant for life.

 

[weirdworld]

I don't know your situation but I PROMISE there are people out there who will love and accept you for who you are. You do not need to detransition, you just need a community. That may seem impossible but its not, you can live the life you want and the person you are comfortable being. I'm sorry life is so hard for trans folks, you deserve so much better.

 

[mr-ant-tennas]

I don't know your situation but I PROMISE there are people out there who will love and accept you for who you are. You do not need to detransition, you just need a community. That may seem impossible but its not, you can live the life you want and the person you are comfortable being. I'm sorry life is so hard for trans folks, you deserve so much better.

my community has been taken from me due to lies and deceit. family said they'll help me get back on my feet, only if I detransition for good. my only solution is death.