I want to do CTB today or tommorow, but I am afraid, I think to take huge doses of pregabalin to put it down, do you think it gonna work? I am hesitating about it but other factors in my life are making me to do this, but I don't want to leave certain people in my life
I guess it'll depend on your method. Pregabs are awesome for anxiety, however if your chosen method is one that involves preventing vomiting I'd limit the amount you take to lessen the risk of vomiting.
It sounds like you're doing this on an impulse, I'm in no position to advise what is best. However personally, I would hold back if I felt that way.. I'm slowly conditioning my close ones to accept I won't be forced to live in this society & also reminding them we naturally put too much emphasis on death.
Only you know what is best, planning is always key, it gives you time, prevents mistakes & allows you to come to terms with it.
If your goal is the leave this earth, what happens between now and then doesn't matter as the end result is only going to affect those around you.
It's a permanent solution for yourself, I honestly wouldn't rush at all..
