
plzoffme
Member
- Jun 30, 2025
- 78
I wanted to peacefully CTB this weekend but I can't even fucking do that because the substance I plan to CTB with is being delayed due to the USPS... It feel like life wants us to suffer, as if we are machines and the more we suffer the more pleasure it gets from it. Time is fleeting and I have to CTB before the end of this month. If it does not get here in time ill have to resort to plan B which is putting a bullet in my head leaving a nasty mess I did not want to leave.... I love when people say " Don't worry johnny, life will get better yayyyy!" No it does NOT....