Story CTB by train tommorow (probably.)

[BQ27500]

If I don't make a post within two days, I will be most likely dead. I am looking forward to stepping in front of a train, letting it kill me. Of course, I have megalophobia, so I will most likely survive since the road to the rails seems a bit long to me. And if the train does not come on time, I will also most likely survive. Due to personal matters, I have to CTB within a week or so. I just have to express my thanks to this community of awesome people, who share the same belief that CTB should be a human right. Honestly, I would CTB in the long term, anyways. I lack any talents or skills. I want to be many things, but I am just so incompetent. I wanted to be a martial artist, specifically capoeira, but I am just inflexible. I tried to be a digital artist, but I am too lazy for it.

 

[dalemar]

I hope you can find your well deserved peace!
I wish you all the best!

 

[U. A.]

When you say "most likely survive", do you mean back out early enough to avoid injury, or sabotage yourself last minute so you get fucked up badly and traumatize the driver without you actually dying?

 

[BQ27500]

When you say "most likely survive", do you mean back out early enough to avoid injury, or sabotage yourself last minute so you get fucked up badly and traumatize the driver without you actually dying?

I mean that I will wait on the tracks, the train won't come, so I will just leave the tracks

 

[darksouls]

good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[Realog11]

Good luck

 

[nobodycaresaboutme]

Whatever decision you take, I hope you find peace. It's not a shame or a sign of weakness even if you can't carry it out

 

[Realog11]

Whatever decision you take, I hope you find peace. It's not a shame or a sign of weakness even if you can't carry it out

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