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poptartflamethrower

poptartflamethrower

New Member
Dec 31, 2025
1
hello
i need a method of ctb that if failed, wont leave me brain dead or otherwise incapable of moving on and, probably, trying again. im okay with there being some complications, or maybe a bit of hospitalization. just nothing thats gonna disable me.

happy new year to those who celebrate
lots of love.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,421
Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you to this point. No one here is allowed to tell you how to kill yourself. You need to decode that for yourself.

Start with these threads:
 
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fruitninjamaster

fruitninjamaster

I love the high of choking myself
Dec 21, 2025
74
So it isn't allowed here?
no, we just aren't allowed to list the exact way to do it, we can give pointers and help you move in the right direction, for instance OD/poison is probably what your looking for, things very violent or gory are more likely to leave you disabled. Either way, the more you post the sooner you will have access to a search bar. Make sure to do a lot of your own research
 
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fruitninjamaster

fruitninjamaster

I love the high of choking myself
Dec 21, 2025
74
arent protocols/giudes technically..?
It says that you can provide facts and your right 'pointers' was not the right word. What we can do is tell you what we know. And never make the decision for anyone else.
I might delete that post
 
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maylurker

Experienced
Dec 28, 2025
275
It says that you can provide facts and your right 'pointers' was not the right word. What we can do is tell you what we know. And never make the decision for anyone else.
I might delete that post
oh i see
 
DontTouchMeImFamous

DontTouchMeImFamous

Don't Wanna Win
Jul 18, 2024
225
Yea I'm interested. Imagine being imprisoned in your body for good, that's worse than the worst of nightmares.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,024
I really understand, I also need the same as all I want is peace from this torturous, dreadful and deeply undesirable existence, it's just horrific extreme cruelty to me how the option to cease existing painlessly is denied that is guaranteed, humans should never have to worry about ending up way more tortured from that and it's criminal to me how they do, it's so horrifying to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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myattempt

Member
Dec 27, 2025
23
I plan to ctb by injecting heroin - originally I was set on FSH - honestly I was not worried about brain damage when attempting - I prefer something that isn't too painful and can be done in a private area.
Most of the time tho depending on the method it's likely because they are found early before passing - or a flaw in planning or materials but yes that my worst nig
Most of the time tho depending on the method it's likely because they are found early before passing - or a flaw in planning or materials but yes that my worst nightmare - although I try to not think about it as it makes me more paranoid and wary to attempt
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,088
I plan to ctb by injecting heroin - originally I was set on FSH -
These two methods rank highly for me too. I'm opiate naive so I think a big dose of H (or fent) could carry me off with no pain, or even pleasant sensations
 
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myattempt

Member
Dec 27, 2025
23
I'm also opiate naive so I thought I could just snort it all without passing out- I'm going to have to figure out how to inject h
 

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