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HowSoonIsNow

HowSoonIsNow

" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
Feb 2, 2020
162
How do you deal with the waiting for your ctb?
I'm counting the days, saturday/ sunday usually end faster than regular days. I'm also "putting myself to sleep" with sleeping pills sometimes when I'm having a really boring day. i wish I could watch a movie or a tv show but I have too much paranoia Inside of me
 
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valentine

valentine

Student
Apr 2, 2019
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I use sleeping pills too. I drink pretty often to make things a little more interesting. What paranoia do you have about watching movies/tv?
 
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fat feet

Throw away.
Sep 1, 2020
189
How do you deal with the waiting for your ctb?
I'm counting the days, saturday/ sunday usually end faster than regular days. I'm also "putting myself to sleep" with sleeping pills sometimes when I'm having a really boring day. i wish I could watch a movie or a tv show but I have too much paranoia Inside of me
I have been trying to do things like I normally do, so no one thinks I am in distress. I felt a great relief when I knew I had my product coming. I am going to order the next things I need soon. I have good days when I think I may make it through this then something else happens and I know that It is better I leave.
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
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Eu já nem conto mais pra não ficar ansioso. Fico assistindo vídeo no YouTube e aqui no fórum do SS
 
nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
How do you deal with the waiting for your ctb?
I'm counting the days, saturday/ sunday usually end faster than regular days. I'm also "putting myself to sleep" with sleeping pills sometimes when I'm having a really boring day. i wish I could watch a movie or a tv show but I have too much paranoia Inside of me
I just take it one day at a time getting comfort that I will soon everything I need for ctb, but it's not easy. And spend a lot of my free time on this forum, it help time go faster. I have a job so it helps too.
What your a re waiting ? Courage or products ?
 
Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
I have been trying to do things like I normally do, so no one thinks I am in distress. I felt a great relief when I knew I had my product coming. I am going to order the next things I need soon. I have good days when I think I may make it through this then something else happens and I know that It is better I leave.
hi! Which method are u going to use? ty.
I just take it one day at a time getting comfort that I will soon everything I need for ctb, but it's not easy. And spend a lot of my free time on this forum, it help time go faster. I have a job so it helps too.
What your a re waiting ? Courage or products ?
Hey, do u think that exit bag its painless than SN? It's hard to get it? ty.
 
nitroautnz

nitroautnz

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Sep 11, 2020
361
Hey, do u think that exit bag its painless than SN? It's hard to get it? ty.

I think its more painless yes, because you dont ingest anything, the only problem is that you have to where a bag on your head. And its require a bit of preparation. Like finding the iner gas cylinder, the flowmeter etc ... you have some post on the megathread that explain it or the ebook call
The Peaceful Pill Handbook
That list lots of method for ctb.
 
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