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Always-in-trouble

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128,820: I Had one of my carer's car broke down at college when they came to pick me up lol. Had to be taken home by their mom.
 
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GlassMoon

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129,825 New idea: always count in the direction of the nearest 69
Hi @auti nice to meet you
 
Sphinxi

Sphinxi

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Jan 4, 2026
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Is user @Sphinxi still here? I'm concerned about him.
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Still here. Not doing great. I've been busy with therapy and school. Still want to ctb. Sticking it out for now. Self harm has gotten pretty bad.
How are you?
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

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Welcome Back @Sphinxi
In the past I've struggled with self-harm. If you ever need help, you can message me. Take care.
 
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Sphinxi

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Welcome Back @Sphinxi
In the past I've struggled with self-harm. If you ever need help, you can message me. Take care.
Hi amor:) I hope you're doing well. How are you?
I'm fine. I gave myself pretty bad nerve damage but I can deal with it.
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amor.dor

amor.dor

Não existência
Dec 24, 2025
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Take care. If you're ever too distressed, take a very cold shower—trade the pain of SH for a cold that really hurts...
I'm trying to get better. I've had very little energy lately, but overall I feel like my mind is reorganizing itself. Soon I'll be on medication and maybe my energy will improve.
Tired Sleep GIF by Aurory
 
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Xi-Xi

Xi-Xi

The Next Phantom Thief (Fae/Faer)
Nov 19, 2025
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129 828

Still here. Not doing great. I've been busy with therapy and school. Still want to ctb. Sticking it out for now. Self harm has gotten pretty bad.
How are you?
Yeah, same here, unfortunately...

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I forgot you were part of the count down gang
 
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